Chapter 1 - as i go
Submitted August 20, 2004 Updated August 20, 2004 Status Incomplete | a poem of death
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Chapter 1 - as i go
Chapter 1 - as i go
And weeks creep bye
I find myself obsessing
About ways that I could die
I lie awake at night
Thinking of my pain
There’s no way I can get better;
I have nothing left to gain
Suddenly thoughts of death
Are controlling my every move,
And every battle with my mind
I always seem to lose
I cut my arms with razor blades
To dull the pain inside,
But that can only last so long;
I don’t want to be alive
I give to the darkness
I slowly slip away
I find myself obsessing
About ways that I could die
I lie awake at night
Thinking of my pain
There’s no way I can get better;
I have nothing left to gain
Suddenly thoughts of death
Are controlling my every move,
And every battle with my mind
I always seem to lose
I cut my arms with razor blades
To dull the pain inside,
But that can only last so long;
I don’t want to be alive
I give to the darkness
I slowly slip away
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L7 on October 3, 2004, 8:15:51 AM
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this is really good. and deep. and sad. but awesome.