Chapter 1 - alone

I feel this emptiness inside of me,
I feel so lonely,
feel so cold.
I don't want to miss people,
I don't want to rely on people.
say it's the past,
and that I cry no more.
but l lie all the time,
cause I cry almost every night.
over missing you,
and hating this life.
I wish I wasn't made,
by those people called my parents.
but I feel like I don't belong here,
but in the wild.
deep in a forest,
or on the high snowy mountains.
on plains,
or in oceans.
in the sky,
or just in the desert.
just a place where I'm alone,
no one to hurt me,
and no one to hurt.
just me and my lonely self,
with only my shadow as my friend.
listening to the silence,
enjoying the nothingness.
just not with these people,
that call me family.
I love my friends,
but I feel like a stranger.
to this cold cruel world,
that will never accept me.
so I'll just stay the stranger,
the one that will be all alone.
I'll let anyone trust me,
but my trust is not to give.

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