Chapter 1 - My feelings

There is no hope, my dreams are lost
Im never here, im always lost
I can’t tell time, my thoughts are a blur
I cannot help this feeling of unsure
Im never wanted, im never around
My heart won’t stop pounding; my feet won’t touch the ground
My eyes will shatter, my throat will collapse
My body is falling; my mind is gone at last
I cannot help but think, I cannot help but know
Is there something else in life, did I ever do my role
My feelings won’t leave now, am I even missing life
Would people even miss me if I picked up the knife
My troubles just keep growing, my life just goes downhill
I struggle to ignore the voice, I’m doing rather well
But sometimes I can’t help it, I truly do regret
Its hard to beg differ when you have caused all the regret
This is all my doing; I’m the one to blame
Im the one that caused this beginning, I should take the all the pain
I always am a trouble, I try to never show
But my feelings just keep getting bigger as the day begins to grow
I cannot help but wonder, I cannot help but think
The days just keep going; life is passing by within a blink
The numbers in my lifespan are just passing by
My life is just a number and I do not know why
Questions keep unfolding, the mess is always there
I still cannot understand why im even still here

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