Chapter 1 - April 11, 2006

                                                                        April 11, 2006



        Dear Diary,

        I thought today might be the last day I live, for I have come to the conclusion
that no one loves me. I've gone to school with regrets of bringing a razor to end my
pathetic life in the facility, I could not face dying slowly in my room, I would want
to see people seeing me in the pain that they caused.
        But, something stopped me. As a jock knocked all my books and such out
of my grasp, I thought of running away and crying, but, an angel must've sent help,
because a very very pretty girl, well, I think she's pretty, had helped me. She was very
nice to me. I thought it was love at first sight, but, I would have to control it, if I try to
sabotage this one, it might end up like my first love Stacy Parker.
        At lunch, I thought I might dine alone because Sonny had been sick, so I sat
in the cafeteria corner to sulk. That same angel from earlier had graced me yet again,
for that same girl had asked to sit with me. I nervously said yes and tried to act normally,
but I guess I was just making a fool of myself. She laughed, but it wasn't the kind of laugh
that the jocks and preps used against me when I was made fun of, it was more of a
'laughing with me,' if you will. She was really nice to me, and funny. She even pointed out
the people she hated that I hated too! We must be made for eachother...
        Sadly, I never even came across to asking her name...
        
                                                        Sincerly and Still alive...
                                                                                                
                                                                - Marik

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