Chapter 1 - awoken

Waking from eternal sleep,

Looking all around,

Is anyone here?

For I hear no sound.



Am I now abandoned?

Or left to bleed and die?

Am I now forgotten?

No tears I shed, to cry.



Looking up to the trees,

Seeing life abound,

But every so often,

Life ends, fallen on the ground.



My heart inside is bleeding,

This thing called love is the cause,

But I think its kind of overrated,

So, this love my life will pause.



I long to give my heart,

To the one in whom beauty shines,

But alas, I'm afraid of rejection,

So alone is what my heart finds.



But this thing that they call love,

Is terribly hard for me to stand,

People say that its so good,

That love is so very grand.



But its not like me to fall in love,

No, not like me at all,

For inside me, you all will see,

As inside I'll die and fall.



I don't know why love was created,

Or who created it too,

But people say love helps you along,

That love can get you through.



But I'm not sure about the state,

Of my heart inside,

Perhaps I've been too lonely too long,

Perhaps in me my heart has died.





I wish just once to live my life,

To live it all in all,

But then I think, of all I've done,

Maybe love would just be a stall?



But willing to give love a chance,

Inside me now I feel,

Perhaps my heart still beats in love,

Perhaps this love is real?



But I hate myself for this,

This love is just not me,

How could I give into this all,

This love for all to see.

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