Chapter 1 - Worth it

I can’t sleep, I am as the dead,
Though the truth is, there’s too many thoughts in my head,
Speaking to me, in a cold, sharp voice,
“Do you want to be worth it? It is but your choice.”

You said I was worth it, as tears flowed down your face,
I hope I was worth it, if that is the case,
I want to be worth it, I want to worth someone’s care,
I want to be worth it, as my hands flow through your hair.

You said you loved me, though you parted with me,
You said you still cared, that this was only temporary,
Was I worth it? And you still went that far?
I didn’t think I was worth it, as we rode together in that car.

Perhaps I’ll be worth it, when I come to my end,
When I give up my anger, and begin to love my friend,
My mind tells me that I’m worth it, and I still don’t believe,
I act out in anger, as it is what my heart conceives.

The anger builds from discontent,
In myself as a whole,
But if I think that I am worth it,
This will change, I know.

If she says I’m worth it, I want to say its true,
My mind keeps saying, “If you believe it, you know that you’ll get through.”
So I’ll believe that I am worth it, trying to get through life,
I’ll believe that I am worth it, and put down the knife.

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