Chapter 1 - Untitled

listen carefully
still your breath
can you hear
voices of death?
at night
when i drift
there is a fight
and i am the prize
to know they're there
makes me shiver
i curl in on myself
time slows to forever
i can't remember
ever being warm
the cold vibrates
like a thunder storm
but i don't mind
it's my purpose
i guess someone
must be lifeless
please don't cry
it's not your fault
i want to die
that's my choice
have you ever just woken up
and wanted to stay in bed?
watch as the light drifts across the ceiling
your vision slowly turning to red
i'm angry i guess
not sure why
my thoughts are a mess
don't know why i feel so sad
but it's detached, you know ?
like i'm crying for someone else
filled to the brim with woe
heh, that really doesn't make sense
are you sure i'm as sane as you think?
sometimes my mind becomes lost
no, i don't see a shrink
i want someone
someone who doesn't need to understand
who will accept me for who i am
somehow i think that ideal is far too grand
i've never had a friend
family is family
i can't open up to them
but a person i can trust with all my being
though i have done nothing to deserve it
i would like someone to love for real before i become old and decrepit

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