Chapter 1 - i disappear

Let me cry
Don’t let me die
I know I will thrive
Let me be
All lone
With my grave
And my head stone
I carved that name into my heart
Ripped and pulled
It’s torn apart
Eyes blackened
No one fear
No one care about
Time is running out
Life so short
It can be rewarding
For only a reasonable price
It will take the smallest thing
But people will notice
Your life
I feel no breathing
Not a tear or sigh
I want to breathe
Force fed lies
How can I deny
This is my destiny
Here alone in this world
Tortured and beaten
I stand on my grave
I stair at the stone that says
‘Here lies…’
I have no name any more
There is nothing here
I watch weeds grow around it
Vines creep up the stone and cover it
Scares become real
Tears become blood
This is my destiny
My fate
I disappear from this world…
Which I so much
Live in no more.