Chapter 1 - self harm
Submitted June 19, 2006 Updated June 19, 2006 Status Incomplete | this is what i think everyone should read, because just because i self harm does NOT make me a bad person, i have tried to stop but its not that easy
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Chapter 1 - self harm
Chapter 1 - self harm
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How do you control me
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How do you control me?
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I feel so much love but you still happen
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I feel guilt but you still happen
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I will lose so much because of you
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But I can't stop you?
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I used to be strong
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But now you have made me weak
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I just hope people can see
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How much you're controlling me
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And how, even though I try
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I can't stop you
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I can try and write a poem
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To try and get the thought of you
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Out of my head
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But all it does
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Is make me want you more
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You're like a drug
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And im your addict
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Ive already lost so much because of you
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And I know I will lose more
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Because they don't see
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That I can't just give you up
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It's been 3 years now
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And you make me feel
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In control of myself
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But I know im not
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Because you still happen
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They say if I do it again
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I will lose them
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What's that supposed to do?
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Surely if I lose them
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I will only end up doing it more
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Or do they not see that
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Do they just see a freak?
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Im not using you as an excuse
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Or using you for attention
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Believe me
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Id rather not have you
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But I know that as soon
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As I get upset
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Or lose control
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You will be there
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And no matter how hard I try
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I wont be able to stop you
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I will reach for a knife
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And you will be there
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Bleeding from my arm
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Anyone who reads this can guess
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My enemy is self-harm
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How do you control me?
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I feel so much love but you still happen
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I feel guilt but you still happen
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I will lose so much because of you
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But I can't stop you?
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I used to be strong
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But now you have made me weak
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I just hope people can see
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How much you're controlling me
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And how, even though I try
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I can't stop you
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I can try and write a poem
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To try and get the thought of you
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Out of my head
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But all it does
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Is make me want you more
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You're like a drug
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And im your addict
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Ive already lost so much because of you
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And I know I will lose more
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Because they don't see
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That I can't just give you up
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It's been 3 years now
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And you make me feel
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In control of myself
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But I know im not
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Because you still happen
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They say if I do it again
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I will lose them
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What's that supposed to do?
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Surely if I lose them
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I will only end up doing it more
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Or do they not see that
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Do they just see a freak?
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Im not using you as an excuse
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Or using you for attention
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Believe me
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Id rather not have you
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But I know that as soon
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As I get upset
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Or lose control
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You will be there
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And no matter how hard I try
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I wont be able to stop you
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I will reach for a knife
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And you will be there
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Bleeding from my arm
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Anyone who reads this can guess
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My enemy is self-harm
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wakko on July 12, 2006, 10:54:06 PM
wakko on
it made my flesh crawl favsSpike_Schinizzle on July 3, 2006, 10:40:18 PM
WOW!!! ur good!!! It's kinda sad... *crys*.........Spike .S.
Mutos_gurl101 on June 19, 2006, 12:52:09 PM
this is a very good poem... you're riight it doesn't make you a bad person or a freak... just remember you're never alone. *adds to favez*