Chapter 1 - finding a way
Submitted July 8, 2005 Updated July 8, 2005 Status Incomplete | it's a poem from dibs POV.....very dramatic.....and revealing...read it and i'm sure you wont be disappointed
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Chapter 1 - finding a way
Chapter 1 - finding a way
I can not hold my head up high
a sight you'll never see
please know i take no pleasure
in this false lived victory
my hand stained with your blood
my hopes long since been gone
i hated you for what you were
and the damage that you done
i know you felt betrayed by me
for we played it like a game
and still we have no winner
and there's only me to blame
your life it passed before me
when in my arms you died
i bet you couldn't understand
while holding you i cried
my body's weak from lack of sleep
my eyes are red from tears
remembering these past events
reliving all my fears
i knew someday there'd be an end
but i didn't know the cost
when on the day of your demise
a part of me was lost
it's true i'm filled with misery
not for a fallen foe
but for the only friend i had
the only friend i know
it's true it is a foolish thing
to hold onto the past
but in my mind i can't let go
and still you live at last
i know i can not bare this pain
my bodys just to weak
my head tells me to scream your name
but my mouth just can not speak
my mind it can play tricks on me
what i can't touch, i feel
but there are facts i can't deny
this moment seems so real
please let me say i'm sorry
i know it's not okay
but lift me of this burden
and take my guilt away
i feel like i am in your debt
i know i've cause you pain
i want to just surrender
but you tell me"try again"
it's true there's much that i don't know
please help me see the light
why is it i must stay alive
why is it i should fight
how could i know that somewhere
you suffered just the same
you need no explanation
for i am still to blame
it seems the only thing you want
is to have your purpose served
but still i just can't help but think
it's not what you deserved
i know i had to leave this place
a place thats filled with doubt
and here i have to thank you
for showing the way out
i think about my family
i wonder if they care
they never seem to show it
but maybe loves still there
i think there are some things i missed
when laying here i slept
but now that i've awakened
I find my family wept
i've never felt so reassured
as my father hugs me tight
and a smile from my sister gaz
tells me things will be alright
i know that they're still worried
but i'm certain things are fine
i feel as if i'm whole again
i'm taking back whats mine
i feel that you forgive me
i don't know if it's true
but now my hopes are lifted
and i find i'm thanking you
and when i start to walk away
my gaze turns to the sky
i hope that you can hear me
as i say my last goodbye
a sight you'll never see
please know i take no pleasure
in this false lived victory
my hand stained with your blood
my hopes long since been gone
i hated you for what you were
and the damage that you done
i know you felt betrayed by me
for we played it like a game
and still we have no winner
and there's only me to blame
your life it passed before me
when in my arms you died
i bet you couldn't understand
while holding you i cried
my body's weak from lack of sleep
my eyes are red from tears
remembering these past events
reliving all my fears
i knew someday there'd be an end
but i didn't know the cost
when on the day of your demise
a part of me was lost
it's true i'm filled with misery
not for a fallen foe
but for the only friend i had
the only friend i know
it's true it is a foolish thing
to hold onto the past
but in my mind i can't let go
and still you live at last
i know i can not bare this pain
my bodys just to weak
my head tells me to scream your name
but my mouth just can not speak
my mind it can play tricks on me
what i can't touch, i feel
but there are facts i can't deny
this moment seems so real
please let me say i'm sorry
i know it's not okay
but lift me of this burden
and take my guilt away
i feel like i am in your debt
i know i've cause you pain
i want to just surrender
but you tell me"try again"
it's true there's much that i don't know
please help me see the light
why is it i must stay alive
why is it i should fight
how could i know that somewhere
you suffered just the same
you need no explanation
for i am still to blame
it seems the only thing you want
is to have your purpose served
but still i just can't help but think
it's not what you deserved
i know i had to leave this place
a place thats filled with doubt
and here i have to thank you
for showing the way out
i think about my family
i wonder if they care
they never seem to show it
but maybe loves still there
i think there are some things i missed
when laying here i slept
but now that i've awakened
I find my family wept
i've never felt so reassured
as my father hugs me tight
and a smile from my sister gaz
tells me things will be alright
i know that they're still worried
but i'm certain things are fine
i feel as if i'm whole again
i'm taking back whats mine
i feel that you forgive me
i don't know if it's true
but now my hopes are lifted
and i find i'm thanking you
and when i start to walk away
my gaze turns to the sky
i hope that you can hear me
as i say my last goodbye
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Rhyainn on January 12, 2006, 2:19:11 PM
Rhyainn on
Absolutly beautiful. The mood comes across perfectly and the length is very good, not too long, not too short. I love it!InvaderShan on January 7, 2006, 2:13:00 PM
InvaderShan on
omg this is so sad! did he kill zim, or did zim kill himself, or what happened? poor zim... this is very touching. good work i can't stop reading it either!yeah, at some times, it seems that zim & dib are so much alike that they could also be friends.
Invader_Ali on July 12, 2005, 5:15:59 PM
Invader_Ali on
Wow. this poem is so sad, I can't stop reading it.chronic_hysteria on July 8, 2005, 1:36:44 PM
omg i sooo believe u should put more poetry on here.....ur such a great writer...... o.O ...... and what makes it even better i think just about any1 can relate to this in some way....^_^ MitsukaiOkeruOozora on July 8, 2005, 5:47:27 AM
Cool. Its sad... poor zim... and for that matter poor dib.