DarkAngelOfDeath

uh..i lost my little sister,Anna Brooke Mitchell,a month ago...She died in a car accident....she was only 9 much to little for her life to be ended....i wrote a poem for her

"Anna's Ghost"
Just shadowed by a ghost that won't leave me alone
Everyday I live another day with my regret of my fault
I'm so afraid to lose anyone else, because then I'll be alone
I still remember what you said to me, what you left to be taught ...

I had the paper in my hands, when I realized what had happened
Drowned myself in my own tears while I sat and watched you
My heart crumbled, and now I realize it will never mend
Every year that goes by, I'm reminded by how much I loved you ...

I can't believe how fast one month has gone by
Waking up in my sorrow, I can't even look into my mirror today
I can't hide my pain anymore, I can't wish it away and sigh
I still remember what I promised you, and still haven't found the time to say ...

I don't need anyone's arms around me
I don't need anything, because nothing matters anymore
So your words that you left me, still linger inside me
Seems I'm alone again, with my heart still in pieces, it's still tore ...

I know if you were alive today, you'd be proud of me
But yet you had to leave me, so early on in my life
Where have I been all these years? I haven't bared to go back to your grave today
Instead I find my escape, I find my out-let on reality with my knife ...

It's always gonna be this way
I can't change the past is past, and I have to live on
So I sit in my corner and grieve, nothing I want to say
Just wishing and wondering why, I live to see another dawn ...

My most loved one, without you today I'm forever in pain
I hope that someone would murder me, I've even planned out my death today
You left me on Febuary 10th 2006, my day of pain
Just wishing you would fly out of the coffin where you still lay ...

I'm fading away, I'm dying inside
I'm blank today, I'm trapping what I fear in me
I know tonight, I'm going to see you again, when I die
That suicide, will set me free

Out of my misery
I wish it would go away
Ever since then, I'm to blind to see
So in grievance, I'm in debt to you I pay ...

I'm fading away, I'm dying inside
I'm blank today, I'm trapping what I fear in me
I know tonight, I'm going to see you again, when I die
That suicide, will set me free

Just shadowed your ghost, you won't leave me alone
Everyday I live another day with my regret of my fault
I'm so afraid to lose anyone else, because then I'll be alone
I still remember what you said to me, what you left to be taught ...

and that's it...oh and that isnt really my email...i have to share one with my other sister,Amber Nicole Mitchell,SesshyLuver690