Chapter 1 - Emotional
Submitted January 14, 2005 Updated January 14, 2005 Status Incomplete | This is really deep. It's all true the disriptions are real. None of this is figurative i swear.
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Chapter 1 - Emotional
Chapter 1 - Emotional
Emotional
I had never in my life beenso confused,
I felt hurt, depressed and used.
Yet you never knew me,
Even though you think youdo.
People tell you wrong,
It’s a lie, stupid, untrue…
Amazing how many emotions,
You shoved me in.
Hundreds of thoughts,
…a million emotions.
Why is it,
That when I want somebody,
Everyone’s gone.
Yet when I wanted to beaway,
Billions are in my way.
Standing amongst to many tocount,
Wanting to scream or shout,
Scared to look up,
Not daring down.
But no matter how hard Itry,
Your always there,
In the corner of my eye.
Light shining on my shame,
Yearning for darkness,
To hide the pain.
Nobody must know,
You made my pain show.
Sure somebody would see,
Maybe someone close to me.
They’d know just exactlywhy,
And wouldn’t let me cry…
So I ran away,
Found a friend,
Said it’d be okay.
Still just shutting thedoor,
Killed me inside,
I love you so,
I won’t let this go.
Smiling in my dreams,
I couldn’t forget,
The day I cried,
But didn’t regret.
I had never in my life beenso confused,
I felt hurt, depressed and used.
Yet you never knew me,
Even though you think youdo.
People tell you wrong,
It’s a lie, stupid, untrue…
Amazing how many emotions,
You shoved me in.
Hundreds of thoughts,
…a million emotions.
Why is it,
That when I want somebody,
Everyone’s gone.
Yet when I wanted to beaway,
Billions are in my way.
Standing amongst to many tocount,
Wanting to scream or shout,
Scared to look up,
Not daring down.
But no matter how hard Itry,
Your always there,
In the corner of my eye.
Light shining on my shame,
Yearning for darkness,
To hide the pain.
Nobody must know,
You made my pain show.
Sure somebody would see,
Maybe someone close to me.
They’d know just exactlywhy,
And wouldn’t let me cry…
So I ran away,
Found a friend,
Said it’d be okay.
Still just shutting thedoor,
Killed me inside,
I love you so,
I won’t let this go.
Smiling in my dreams,
I couldn’t forget,
The day I cried,
But didn’t regret.
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Liedetector16 on July 18, 2005, 12:58:59 PM
unloved_poet on May 1, 2005, 4:48:31 AM
unloved_poet on
Gosh your poems are so long. I wish I could write a long poem. oh well. This is really good, your poems are so very deep, makes people think about how the world really is.naruto12345 on April 1, 2005, 12:03:34 PM
naruto12345 on
this is the 2 poem i added to my favs i love it it is deep ur good love ur workCatAstrophy on January 21, 2005, 7:18:59 AM
CatAstrophy on
Squish, how come you show me all your pix and none of your poems?
...I'm gonna write a poem for you. Do you mind? All your writings seemed to have inspired me.