Chapter 1 - Words That Kill...

Wordsthat kill…[/b]
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Allthese words could never explain what I feel. [/b]
Allyour words were never meant to heal. [/b]
Hopingto make the best.[/b][/b]
Youtried to put it to rest.[/b]
Youthought I had another on my mind…[/b]
Whenit was only you this whole time.[/b][/b]
I saywhat I don’t mean,[/b]
Avoidingmaking a scene.[/b][/b]
I’mscared to say,[/b]
What needsto be said. [/b]
I lieawake,[/b]
Alone onmy bed.[/b] [/b]
Imaginingyour arms around my heart,[/b]
Recallingthe words,[/b]
That rippedme apart. [/b]
Just amindless doll,[/b]
You didn’tcare about me,[/b]
At all.[/b][/b]
Pleasetell me that we are same,[/b]
Say thingswe don’t mean,[/b]
Andleave ourselves to shame. [/b]
If youread the words,[/b]
They’reharder to hear,[/b]
Whenheard.[/b]
Memoriesflash by,[/b]
If I tryto breath,[/b]
I mightdie.[/b]
Yousaid you were leaving,[/b]
Butyou didn’t care.[/b]
Whenyou told me,[/b]
Myscarred heart, [/b]
began[/b] to tear.[/b]
I don’t wantto let go,[/b]
But I don’twant to let it show.[/b]
Sayyou see it,[/b]
Evenif you don’t.[/b][/b]
Myheart will rip,[/b]
Tell meso it wont.[/b]
I’mscared to say,[/b]
What needsto be said. [/b]
I lieawake,[/b]
Alone onmy bed.[/b] [/b]
I runto give you my embrace,[/b]
Waitingfor a gentle touch,[/b]
Butgetting a slap in the face.[/b][/b]
Yet I cant feel,[/b]
Youwere never there,[/b]
Inever know what real. [/b]
Don’t confuse meanymore,[/b]
Tell me what needsto be said,[/b]
For here I am…[/b]
Alone,[/b]
Awake,[/b]
On my bed.[/b][/b]
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