Chapter 1 - Not quitting like you- Carey
Submitted March 24, 2008 Updated March 24, 2008 Status Incomplete | Bored. Tired. Depressed. Thinking.
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Chapter 1 - Not quitting like you- Carey
Chapter 1 - Not quitting like you- Carey
Carey
While Rain Falls.
I write this.
I write this to you carey.
YOu, the One who left me alone.
The one who left this world.
No thinking of who you would hurt.
Not thinking of whom you could kill with this desicion.
Yes, you said goodbye.
But after it was done, after you knew it was too late.
Recently ive been wanting to follow you.
But....then i think.
Not like you.
I thought who i might hurt.
I thought of who would be sad.
There is someone.
More that one.
There are Peole.
People that would miss me.
Like i miss you.
I cry everyday..
I just cant get over that your gone.
And that your not coming back.
I look back on the memories.
And cry.And Cry. Anc Cry.
When i feel like following you.
SLitting my wrists like you.
Falling from grace liek you.
...I think and know that im not going to be a coward.
Im not going to back down.
Im not going to wuit life like you did.
Im stronger than that.
I may crumble to peices behind the backs of my enemies.
And when im alone, i may cry.
And yes. I do cry myself to sleep.
But i have something to live for.
The feeling that i know im not giving up.
Im not levaing and quitting like you did.
Im going to make it through this hell..
Im goingt o make it through this pain.
i will Survive.
You were a coward, you left. Over someone not worthy of leaving over.
Me?
I wasnt mad. I couldnt hate you.
But you thought deep dpwn in that heart that i did.
Now your in the ground.
Rotting away.
Are the maggots eating your brain yet?
Are they Eating through that cut on your wrist?
and They inside your Veins?
..are they hurting you like you hurt me?
No...BEcauseyour gone, you cant feel it.
YOur numb.
YOU LEFT ME TO FEEL THE PAIN YOU THOUGHT YOU FELT ALONE.
BUT THEN YOU LEFT ME IT ALL.
YOU LEFT ME.
ALONE.
No one can take your place.
There is nothing there aynmore.
YOur an empty shell.
Of what was once a happy and joyful girl.
Im sorry you had pain,
Im sorry i want there.
But yoo'll never see me again.
For i am not following you .
Not going to follow in your footsteps.
The footsteps of a coward.
Im sorry i coudnt help you.
Im sorry i wasn't there.
I love you forever and always ad i hope you know that as you rot away.
Im sorry.
But goodbye.Forever.
But your always going to remain in my heart..
All my love,
-Jamie...
While Rain Falls.
I write this.
I write this to you carey.
YOu, the One who left me alone.
The one who left this world.
No thinking of who you would hurt.
Not thinking of whom you could kill with this desicion.
Yes, you said goodbye.
But after it was done, after you knew it was too late.
Recently ive been wanting to follow you.
But....then i think.
Not like you.
I thought who i might hurt.
I thought of who would be sad.
There is someone.
More that one.
There are Peole.
People that would miss me.
Like i miss you.
I cry everyday..
I just cant get over that your gone.
And that your not coming back.
I look back on the memories.
And cry.And Cry. Anc Cry.
When i feel like following you.
SLitting my wrists like you.
Falling from grace liek you.
...I think and know that im not going to be a coward.
Im not going to back down.
Im not going to wuit life like you did.
Im stronger than that.
I may crumble to peices behind the backs of my enemies.
And when im alone, i may cry.
And yes. I do cry myself to sleep.
But i have something to live for.
The feeling that i know im not giving up.
Im not levaing and quitting like you did.
Im going to make it through this hell..
Im goingt o make it through this pain.
i will Survive.
You were a coward, you left. Over someone not worthy of leaving over.
Me?
I wasnt mad. I couldnt hate you.
But you thought deep dpwn in that heart that i did.
Now your in the ground.
Rotting away.
Are the maggots eating your brain yet?
Are they Eating through that cut on your wrist?
and They inside your Veins?
..are they hurting you like you hurt me?
No...BEcauseyour gone, you cant feel it.
YOur numb.
YOU LEFT ME TO FEEL THE PAIN YOU THOUGHT YOU FELT ALONE.
BUT THEN YOU LEFT ME IT ALL.
YOU LEFT ME.
ALONE.
No one can take your place.
There is nothing there aynmore.
YOur an empty shell.
Of what was once a happy and joyful girl.
Im sorry you had pain,
Im sorry i want there.
But yoo'll never see me again.
For i am not following you .
Not going to follow in your footsteps.
The footsteps of a coward.
Im sorry i coudnt help you.
Im sorry i wasn't there.
I love you forever and always ad i hope you know that as you rot away.
Im sorry.
But goodbye.Forever.
But your always going to remain in my heart..
All my love,
-Jamie...
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