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Chapter 85 - My Life, My Death

Yes, I did it again. Just five seconds ago. *cries* I had 16 up...and i put one up twice...then tried to delete the duplicate...and i deleted the story...crap...

Chapter 85 - My Life, My Death

Chapter 85 - My Life, My Death
Fear
Consumes my
Every being
As the cold
Blue
Steel
Touches
Pierces
My soft flesh
The owner
Withdrawals
That cold
Blue
Steel

Blood
Drips down
My side
My life
Slowly
Painfully
Slips away
I will not live
I know this
Its inevitable
Leaving this painful
Cruel
Cold world

Wasted
I am
Nothing
Will keep me
At least not here
I am ready
To leave
I do not
Want to live
My life
My time
My creativity
Wasted
Wasted on this earth
I will not
Be wasted for you
Never for you
Terror
Is unexpected
As I wake
On a bed
A hospital bed
I dont want to live!
I cry out
They do not listen
They never listen
Terror is my life
My pitiful life
I dont want to live&
Tears steam down
My face
As reality kicks in

Anger
Is my new
Reality
I cannot feel
Anything but
This nagging
Irritating
Anger
It is
My only
My one
My loved
Feeling

Time
There is no such thing
Time
Does not matter
I have all the
Time
I need
And I need
No time
No time at all
For I need to do
Nothing
I have nothing left
Nothing to do
On this pitiful
Dirty earth
Confusion
It is grace
Though it does not
Always come
At such a good time
It can be bad
For others not like me
But I need it
I need
Confusion
It fuels my body
My young
Bloodthirsty
Body

Wait
Wait For me
And I shall
Wait for you
Be patient
And wait
My judging
It will be over soon
Just wait
Wait for me
I will be there
Very soon
Just wait
Wait in death

Death
It will come
It is inevitable
Everyone dies
No one lives forever
My death is near
Nearer
It comes
Closer
I close my eyes
I accept my death
I do not fight it
I scream
Piercing your ear
I start to sleep forever
My life has finally ended.








My Life, My Death
By: Robin Hutchins

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