Chapter 149 - To My Father
Submitted January 4, 2008 Updated April 20, 2009 Status Incomplete | Yes, I did it again. Just five seconds ago. *cries* I had 16 up...and i put one up twice...then tried to delete the duplicate...and i deleted the story...crap...
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Chapter 149 - To My Father
Chapter 149 - To My Father
To My Father
Do you know what I do,
When Im alone in my room,
And all I can do,
Is think of my gloom?
I remember your face,
And how much I hate you,
How I think youre a human disgrace,
And how much I need you.
Youre always there,
Whether I need you or no,
Youve always told me you care,
And all I say is I know.
How can you stand me,
Treating you so,
How can you never flee,
And just let your tears flow?
Heres the words,
I thought I would never say,
Heres the words,
That Ive always wanted to say.
You should know that I care,
And that I always have,
You should know Ill be here,
Just as you always have.
I want you to know,
That Im just trapped in a shell,
Ive always wanted you to know,
That Im glad, that because of you, I never fell.
This is very hard, you see,
To tell someone something from deep inside
Everyone has always hurt me,
Everyone Ive wanted by my side.
You could never know,
How much this hurts me,
Everyone has always said no,
Or youre not right for me.
All I want
Is for you to say okay,
All I want,
Is to have one special day.
Ive lived behind a mask,
For most of five years,
And yet no ones ever asked,
The reasons for my tears.
I know you dont hate me,
That you love me so,
Its true that I feel the same
And I just want you to know.
I dont hate you,
I truly love you.
Do you know what I do,
When Im alone in my room,
And all I can do,
Is think of my gloom?
I remember your face,
And how much I hate you,
How I think youre a human disgrace,
And how much I need you.
Youre always there,
Whether I need you or no,
Youve always told me you care,
And all I say is I know.
How can you stand me,
Treating you so,
How can you never flee,
And just let your tears flow?
Heres the words,
I thought I would never say,
Heres the words,
That Ive always wanted to say.
You should know that I care,
And that I always have,
You should know Ill be here,
Just as you always have.
I want you to know,
That Im just trapped in a shell,
Ive always wanted you to know,
That Im glad, that because of you, I never fell.
This is very hard, you see,
To tell someone something from deep inside
Everyone has always hurt me,
Everyone Ive wanted by my side.
You could never know,
How much this hurts me,
Everyone has always said no,
Or youre not right for me.
All I want
Is for you to say okay,
All I want,
Is to have one special day.
Ive lived behind a mask,
For most of five years,
And yet no ones ever asked,
The reasons for my tears.
I know you dont hate me,
That you love me so,
Its true that I feel the same
And I just want you to know.
I dont hate you,
I truly love you.
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