Chapter 171 - Your Fear

A pit of despair,
where no hope lies,
no room to repair,
this soul that cries.
i seek only truth,
and all you do is lie,
i do not wish to be aloof,
and i do not wish to defy.
this pit youve pulled me in,
draws away all my joy,
this game you wish to win,
classifies me as just a toy.
wallowing in my own regret,
trusting only what i do see,
is all i really have left,
all i can really be.
though not much here,
ill give a final encore,
and youll see all to clear,
ive rotted to my very core.
you only tried,
to do what is right,
you only tried,
to stay in the light.
but now you see,
your efforts failed you,
just as you failed me,
and yet this we always knew.
my pit of sorrow,
my river of tears,
never lessen on the morrow,
and depression always nears.
so what does one do,
when depression looms so near,
does one go to you,
or does one shy in fear?
or perhaps one sheds a tear,
or perhaps one tells a lie,
perhaps one cries in fear,
or perhaps one chooses to defy?
i am one of these, only one,
decide who i am,
decide why i choose to have no fun,
decide how i am now damned.
tell me why i should run,
tell me why youre here,
tell me why i have no sense of fun,
and tell me why you fear.
your fear is so distinct,
i can smell it in my sleep,
it has a unique and ugly stink,
it is the pit of my despair so deep.
you claim you want to aid me,
but i know you just fear,
you fear what you cannot see,
you fear what you cannot hear.
how does it feel,
i know i should say,
but my words are under seel,
but would you listen, anyway?
i need no assistance,
from one who has such fear,
i only need remembrance,
for when i am no longer here.
all i ever needed,
was for you not to lie,
now all i only need,
is for me to die.
ive discarded all my fears,
ive gotten past all your lies,
ive shed all my remaining tears,
so now i say, good-bye.









Your Fear

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