Chapter 1 - Unneeded Soul

Unneeded Soul

Tears pour down my face,
stain my cheeks,
redden my eyes,
salten my lips,
I cry.
I cry for all that has happened.
I cry because I need to.
I cry because I can.
My life,
empty and hollow,
broken and torn,
shredded and burned.
I cry.
Nothing?s right anymore.
My heart black and hard.
No one to love.
No one to care.
Blade rides along my arm,
Like a horse.
I like horses.
Yet, I?ll never see one again.
My own blood spills and drips from my hand.
Scars of tried suicide on my shoulders and arms.
No one saw.
No one cared.
No one bothered.
Blood warm against my toes. Warm thick metallic.
Bite my lip hard,
lick the blood away.
Red water pours on the ground,
like rain.
Rain,
I will never see it again.
How I used to love it.
How I will remember it.
This is my last rain.
The Blood Rain.
Tears and blood bathe the ground.
For once,
I feel happy again.
No more tears to be shed.
No more scars to be bled.
I cry,
cry no tears.
Blood almost gone.
Everything getting blurry.
Getting quite faint.
Kneels and runs fingers over,
my own blood.
So cold now,
like my heart.
So thick,
like my emotional wall.
So unneeded,
like my soul.
Smile slightly,
my first time in many years.
Carefully lay down,
in my blood.
Let it soak into my hair.
It doesn?t hurt anymore,
in fact I can?t feel much anymore.
Close my eyes,
and taste my blooded tears.
My breath becomes shorter and quieter.
Last breath.
My unneeded breath has left my lips.

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