Chapter 1 - My friends hate me

My Friends hate me



My friends hate me,

I hate me too,

I deserve to die,

I guess that's y I cry,

They talk about me behind my back,

And act like nothing happens,

Maybe I really am anti-social,

Maybe I should cut myself,

Not where I could die,

Just somewhere I could feel the pain,

And see the blood,

Yes that would be nice,

But I need a place to conceal,

So no one will notice,

But I bet if they did,

They wouldn't care,

I can't wait for the world to end,

While everyone is running,

And screaming to god,

I'll just stand and say,

I told you so,

I feel a pain in my chest,

I want it to go away,

I can feel Goosebumps,

And not from the cold,

I'm to numb to feel it,

But unfortunately I can feel emotional pain,

I pretend to be preppy on the outside,

But inside I'm all torn and dark,

But I really don't care anymore,

I've learned to live with humanity,

They tell my secrets to the world,

They think I don't know,

But Nina tells me all,

I have to pretend to happy,

Just so I can keep my…friends.

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