Chapter 1 - Confusion
Submitted September 14, 2004 Updated September 14, 2004 Status Incomplete | I wrote this poem after I broke up with a guy. Sadly enough I never doubted any decisions I made, but for some reason, my heart had a second thoughts.
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Chapter 1 - Confusion
Chapter 1 - Confusion
Confusion
By Sophie Reznyak
I decide to leave you just yesterday.
However, how much alone time did we have?
I wondered what made me decide to leave you.
I wondered maybe I could give "us" a second chance.
I was so sure that was what I wanted yesterday.
But today, my heart yells at me for making such a decision.
I wondered if my decision was the right one.
I thought so when I made that decision.
But now, I am no longer sure.
I asked how you felt.
You tell me you felt the same way.
We were not more than friends.
And there was not any chemistry between us.
However, I still feel wrong.
I still feel as if we didn't have a chance.
I feel as if I was at fault.
I feel as if I never gave you a chance.
I feel like I never truelly got to know you.
I feel as if I made a wrong decision.
However, you reassured me and told me I did the right thing.
It was gonna be done sooner or later.
It was safer not wasting time if there was nothing there.
No chemistry, just friendship.
So luckilly nobody lost anything and nobody gained anything.
I am just glad that we are still great friends.
And for both of our sakes, we get benefits.
SO nobody lost, nobody won. We are even.
By Sophie Reznyak
I decide to leave you just yesterday.
However, how much alone time did we have?
I wondered what made me decide to leave you.
I wondered maybe I could give "us" a second chance.
I was so sure that was what I wanted yesterday.
But today, my heart yells at me for making such a decision.
I wondered if my decision was the right one.
I thought so when I made that decision.
But now, I am no longer sure.
I asked how you felt.
You tell me you felt the same way.
We were not more than friends.
And there was not any chemistry between us.
However, I still feel wrong.
I still feel as if we didn't have a chance.
I feel as if I was at fault.
I feel as if I never gave you a chance.
I feel like I never truelly got to know you.
I feel as if I made a wrong decision.
However, you reassured me and told me I did the right thing.
It was gonna be done sooner or later.
It was safer not wasting time if there was nothing there.
No chemistry, just friendship.
So luckilly nobody lost anything and nobody gained anything.
I am just glad that we are still great friends.
And for both of our sakes, we get benefits.
SO nobody lost, nobody won. We are even.
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