Chapter 1 - 'Whispers in the Dark'

(Warning!: contains not my own work, 'Whispers in the Dark' by skillet/ And it is horribly done right now!!!! REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLYYYYY messed up at the moment. Title, description, work ect... don't kill me!)



You ever wonder why god hands us the life he does?
The people we meet, the tragedy we face, the pain we feel...
Do you question why you are the way you are,
why you have the strengths and weaknesses we have,
the gifts and curses...

Some of us blindly run through life without another though or feeling,
'Eyes clouded by hate'...
Some however are tortured by the insight blessed to them,
seeing life clearly never means life is easy...

It is just as difficult and i some areas still veiled by our pride until we admit we are mortal and are powerless over our own destinies,
We try our best to become as pure as our bodies and minds will allow us to have serenity to accept what is laid before us, no matter who vile and undeserving...

You must also not let yourself deny your feeling despite gracious nature and a let your pain build till you have lost yourself completely and do not know what you really feel anymore...

It is a fine line in deciding when to take action and when to have faith and let a high power take the wheel for us...

This is what I have learned thus far with what life has handed me, and i have a feeling the storm is not over and I have much more journey ahead...


'Despite the lies that you're making
Your love is mine for the taking
My love is just waiting
To turn your tears to roses'

Empowered by grace, pain gently passes through your soul such as light steadily flows through a glass window, revealing the true nature of your heart.
The warm touch of clarity and enlightenment keeps your mind straight foreword and your heart open to let the light pass through the room with not trouble.

If eyes are clouded by hate, fear, and jealousy the mind will close and never let out the painful that has built up inside the room of your heart.
Though it is hard not to close off from the world and it's ugliness and evil.
At the same time we close off all the peace and love that shares the same world as darkness...

'Despite the lies that you're making
Your love is mine for the taking
My love is just waiting
To turn your tears to roses'

Why do they hate me, why do they hurt me...
When I thought everything was okay.
It seemed not to long ago we were together and laughing in our friendship.
What has now changed?
Have i not done enough to please you? Have I not done something right?
These are the questions I ask when I look at the sly smirks and chuckles from them as I stare across the room...

Then I look and realize the selfish cold stare them give in there eyes, their windows to there souls.
I can see clearly now their motivations, their deception, their selfish intentions, and mostly their pain.
I feel for them deep inside and I wonder if this is real...
How could this be real...

'I will be the one that's gonna hold you
I will be the one that you run to
My love is a burning, consuming fire'

But still I pull deep from my heart to forgive and force my emotions to sustain and and feel your pain.
I make excuses with no regards to my feelings, they do not matter.
It's my job to save you, to walk through fire for you.
Protected by grace I do not feel the burn, and I take the fall...

I would do anything to return the love in your eyes...

'No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars
Hear my whispers in the dark
No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear the whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark'

Time goes on, and so does your behavior.
Never improving, your just always excusing...
Because you've felt pain and anguish, and you don't know what to do...
And handle your emotions.

This I am patient of and stay still as you scream your lungs out, leer, sneer, and put down others and what life has offered you.
Never accepting the opportunities to change...

I was tolerant of your ways until you turned them again me.
Too afraid to stand up and show you how I could really be,
Instead I let you walk over me...
Hoping that another day will bring new hope.

I try to hold my breath when I look away waiting for the rage to pass.
I lay on my bed awake at night wondering thinking about how I really feel.
And when I pass by I am able to muster a joyful smile in hopes to ease you.
Never realizing the strain I take upon me,
with head in hands as I some days struggle with tension in the corner of my room ,
either with a cold stare, a tear on my cheek, or piercing wail escaping in those rare moments of peace.

'You feel so lonely and ragged
You lay there broken and naked
My love is just waiting
To clothe you in crimson roses'

I start to wonder if it is really worth the pain,
is your friendship really worth hanging on to...
You know I can leave all of you and never come back,
Never have to see your faces again,
Never have to heard your insult, and lies,
Never have to see your betrayal over and over again.


(despite you beaten and broken you stand up to be the hero for other while you get kicked back down again because other are not a kindhearted as you)

'I will be the one that's gonna find you
I will be the one that's gonna guide you
My love is a burning, consuming fire'
(You see the thank you in your loves eyes and the smile on there face and you know it's all worth wild)

'No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars
Hear my whispers in the dark
No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear the whispers in the dark'
(You get back up and keep on fight, inspired but still confused)

'No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars
Hear the whispers in the dark
No, you'll never be alone
When darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear the whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark'

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