HalfoftheMoon

thats my relationship with him too. When we're on the phone, and its silent for a while, i'll tell him i hate him and he laughs and says that i dont mean it, so i completely get how you are.
oh, im sorry if it came out that way.. i didnt mean it to.
And..like a week.

dont get mad at him for it. i used to and i feel bad for it.
Hes been soo busy lately, he cant help it. He's been at track till whatever time and then he eats and then he does his homework for like 6 hours.
Call him on saturdays~
Doesnt he have such a cute voice.

Er.
well..
me and nick arent gonna last..
he was my "brother" and we decided to take our relationship to the next level after me & alan broke up. But.. now.. i feel bad, im so incredibly jealous of the girls he talks to. Ive never been that way before.

hm.
well.
Me and Alan decided it would be better to be friends now. Im still crazy about him and he says he's still crazy about me, but its kinda weird that we havent met one another. & which we might actually get to hang out in May! :)

& Nick is a long story..

awwww....im the same way too. i've had my heart broken alot too.....it eventually made me insane

good and you lizzy?

*rubs one of her eyes and yawns* I should go to bed now..guess there was no reason to wait..h-hm..*shuts eyes momentarily*..oh well..I'll check again in a of couple days..*opens them, turns the lamp off and heads off to her bedroom..alone*

i dunno o-o it just popped into my mind xD

heey Lizzoo

*looking out the window at the sky slowly fading into darkness* What're you doing here, Lizzy..? Why did you join this site again? *glances at the Who's Online button* ..you know why you're here..you're waiting for him...again. There's no point in waiting, he isn't going to talk to you. You know that. *grips one hand over her heart* You can't just let him go...can you..? You thought that while he "died" that you'd become a little stronger with each day..but now that you know everything was a lie...you know that you're a weak person. You need to move on from him, Liz...like Ashlei said, he moved on ever so easily like nothing ever happened...you should be able to, too.

I know...but I want to see him...*lifts her chin just a little* I want to hear him talk to me again...hear that voice of his again...he lied to you, though..he betrayed you and faked his own death for whatever reason he had. You still want him...there's something wrong with you. Any girl, any ONE for that fact could tell that you don't need him...and he never needed me.

*squeezes her eyes shut*..how I long..to have a shoulder to cry on right now..or merely..a shoulder to lean on..

^^; i read after a wrote that.
and well my art isn't anything special :D i miss your art too <3