-If-I-Should-Die-

i love ur username.. X3

Are you going to continue cherry scented dreams??? I'm really looking forward to it if you are

Hey there big sister, this is Archangel4282 just telling you that I have a new account. ^_^, and wondering how my favorite artiste has been. (Sorry it's been so long since I've written.)

All i have to say is that you, Erin, have a crazy mind. I admire your creativity. You know as i am looking at one of your pictures "Smoke and Flame" it reminds me of a great painter Gustav Klimt. I wonder if he inspired you? If you dont know him check him out his very crazy. he draws a lot of women and crazy abstract stuff. you will love him.

Wow, you're even busier than I am... I'm so sorry about that...

Yeah, I have a lot of things that are do tomorrow, and I'm barely even halfway down with them. >_< I also got into a bit of a fight with my mother, and my father got mad at me for "getting an attitude" with her. Well, the fighting started by a stupid reason, which was a phone call by my grandmother. She wanted to talk to my mother, but she was busy, and my mother wanted me to give the phone to my father... well, she said that she would call later.

My mom got mad at me for not giving my father the phone, but it wasn't my fault. I swear that she's beginning to pick up stupid fights with me a little more often now... ANYWAYS, I wish you luck on you're work, and I hope it all works out for you.

Hiya!
ur well good!
I'm new to the site, plz comment on my work, no one has looked yet.

hey :) i really like a lot of your stuff. i think that some of what you do resembles my current syle, though you wont see it on here becase everything here is old, but still. i think i'll add you to my fafes artist list. cya, and keep it up :)

Hello my friend. It's been a while... School is getting harder, and the stress is getting under more pressure. I just wish it would all stop for now.

I hope to have another decent conversation with you. I was just too busy for some chat, so I hope you forgive me.

hey If-I-Should-Die-, I was wondering if you'd read and comment on the stories I just put up.Thanks in advance!

Hello. Sorry that I haven't wrote back in a while. I've been going through a lot at home, and even under more stress lately. I'm also very tired because I don't get that much sleep.

Thank you. :) I'll e-mail you then. Can I ask you something though? What are you into? Like funny, serious, violent things? I wanna know because I have no life and I usually get on the net when I can and I look for things on the net. I might end up sending you things through e-mail.... that is, only if you want.

Heh, very true. Thanks a lot. ^_^ I guess I should stop worrying about what others might think... it's hard though. (Because of the way my father has been raising me.) But what you said was very true.

*sigh* You know, everyday seems to be the same. The only thing that different is the conversations and whether I get yelled at or not. I usually can't wait to be alone in my room, so no one can bother me or anything. Uh, I'm ranting on again. Sorry if I'm boring you. ^_^

It's kinda weird how we're in a kind of the same situation. However, I am glad someone knows what I've been going through. Oh, and you won't bore me. I'm usually bored here at home, so I'm entertained with whatever I read on my profile. (Sad, huh?) I'll just be glad if I can get away from them for a day. I'll even be happy with a couple of hours. Oh... am I boring you? Sorry. ^^;

Erm, but I can use the phychological aspects. It might help me. ^_^

That is very true. Some parents are really like that. My parents are hypocritical, and sometimes judgemental... Hell, my dad thought I was doing bad in one of my classes, and I was actually doing good. It's so hard just to make them happy and proud. It's almost like they want me to be as good as my older brother. He always gets good grades, and he even has a job.

I've been getting decent grades. (Like A's, B's, and maybe one C.) I guess I'll never live up to be what they want me to be...

Hi there. Heh, I would have wrote sooner, but I've been so busy. I've been having a lot of stress lately at school and at home. Yeah, my mom used to say that prayer for me. She said it to me every night before I went to bed when I was little. I guess that's why your user name reminded me of the past. *sigh* I haven't been getting along with my parents lately...

Wow, you get a lot of comments, don't you? That must feel good.

Hi there! I just wanna say that I love you style in pics! They look so cool! (I can't draw worth of CRAP!!!) Ahem... erm, also, I love your user name. It creates a very nice touch. (It gives me some memories of the past for some reason.) Anyways, I'm just trying to be friendly to say hi! ^_^

woo!!! tank girl! yeah! you should color her. love the undies showing. great touch. take a few and check out my pics sometime. blessed be.

thanks!

Hey, like what you've done with your avvie! I'm Archangel4282 at gaia, same as here. I look about the same, but with a different hair and eye color. ^_^'

No need, I've herd those names before, they are garnering quite the reputation as @$$holes on gaia within the more artistic circles....... b*st*rds... -_-'

Heeeey, you were not out of line! those little effed up twelve year olds who were messing with you werwe out of line! who was the ringleader? I may have a chance at putting the little douche back in his place...

Hello my friend, how have you been lately? It's been far too long since our last communicae, and I have missed you!

The only option it gave me was as a bitmap...

^_^ you really are too kind...

Hey, I give up on gaia for now, the Sushi and Pie databases are acting weird, they probbably need more servers...-_-' So, did you open up your list of prospective contacts? (switch hangout and PM from friendlist only to yes) Your Avvie is cute! *whispers* mine ends up looking like a reject from the village people...>_

go for daily journal, it's easier to deal with. Also, go to edit profile and switch your PM stance to yes instead of only friends, I'd like to send you messages.

They will, but once you put clothing on her, all of your posts will show up clothed. (plus nudity on the site isn't a major thing. Lots of users just skip dressing all together since they don't really show anything.

it happens sometimes. You may need to hit refresh a couple of times to get anywhere, but once you do, I'll send yoi a little seed money to get a better starting outfit.

Really Wonderful! I'll check your account right away!!!

Alright, now you definitely have piqued my interest!..... This is kind of random, but have you ever been to www.gaiaonline.com ? It's really fun if you are into chats, forums, and chibi-esque avatars, lol. if you want togo, look mw up (i'll be there as Archangel3758)

I wouldn't mind anything you asked me to put up.....except graphic Yaoi, lol. What were the pics of? or is it a secret?

Hmmm, still waiting... were they explicit? or was there just a really long waiting list for approvals?

Of course! If it is made by you, it will never come down either! I would love it if you made me a profole pic!

Not much, just going crazy trying to get redy for finals.

That's always a relief, knowing that everything will turn out alright. Anything else been going on?

Hi! long time (seemingly anyways ^_~) no chat. How are you? anything going on with life in general? school? friends? (wink wink, lol.), family, anything?

I would be delighted to read your new story, however, I am not in a position where I can at this current moment. *looks over shoulder to locate librarian* I'm not even supposed to be at FAC right now, but for my friends I'll risk a bit of a venture into forbidden territory. ^_~ I ought to be able to read the whole thing by about ten. I am anxious to see how a Tsukasa x Subaru pairing would go outside the world.

Very, but it has been an eternity since I was last able to watch. (mimiru's a babe) lol.

^.^ Okies, I am playing Abigail in our school presntation! So I put it in my profile cause I don't wanna use my real name. I'm gonna change it according to what roles I'm playing. I luv your Prayer Thingy at the top. Very cool and thanx for the hugs! It made me feel all warm and fuzzy ^.^. Ok, luv you bye bye =^__^=

No need to apologise, such an integral event, though small merits its own chapter, but there is only so much that can be applied to a single meeting of but a few moments. ^_^

many thanks for the heads-up. My parents are insisting that I surrender our new computer so they may modify my father's business site, so I must wait for tomorrow to satisfy my need to once again partake of your literary genious.

Well, as long as this error be set right, a few days suspense should serve nicely to build anticipation in not only myself, but all who love your words in anonymity. Impatience is one of my vices as well, though most definitely not my chief transgression. After all, why wait for a mountain to move of its own accord, which it will enventually, when you can rend the very stone and replace each pebble in its desired location so much more rapidly? ^_^

Que sera sera, Have you alerted FAC sytem admin to the problem?

Chivalry, there are those who proclaim such idealism has waned to naught in the face of man's indifference. It pleases me to no end to be asociated with such a vibrant and tradition, even in its twilight moments. Such an accolade I accept with the greatest honor and gratitude.

Please, rejoice in your success as greatly as I do in knowing that I fall at the hands of a comrade.^_^ Whether you be corporeal empathy or otherwise, conquest need not be a source of melancholy for those whom the fates favor this day.

You speak of the majority with such admiration, or at least that is how it comes across, but what of yourself? Judging by your obvious brilliance you are not able to be of the majority, but of one of the higher of our self-imposed castes. What of the few who have transcended our labrynthine social structure and now manipulate it to whatever end they please as if they were a musician plucking at the strings of a harp? I don't know why I defend anarchy to you, I disapprove of any such idea. I will concede the fact that humanity must allow order to be maintained to both appease the majority and ensure that we have at least some chance of surviving our day-to-day lives, but at the slightest shift in the sociopolitical stucture that we familiarize ourselves with, we panic, and say that the order of the world has been lost, and call it anarchy. I suppose that is my error in thought/ philosophy/ whatever you wish to call it. I am compelled to proclaim you the victor in our little debate. *bows respectfully and reaces to get to an early class on time*

The Children are twins Age 5.. And no they dont have any hair style only goten which looks like goten from the show with dark blue hair

Yes, I am aware that I just took my leave of you, but as they so often do at the most opportune instants, circumstances have aligned themselves so that I may stay a moment longer. Touche, I forget that even those forms of life which we call lower than ourselves even posses certain hierarchical systems. In what little defense I can conjure to counter such masterful philosophy, all I can think to say is that it is also human nature to suppress human nature to convince ourselves of our own superiority to both ouselves and the rest of the natural world that we strive so hard to exclude oursellves from. While the human animal is predominantly a social beast (hence the incessent attempts of the isolated to reach out and locate some other being with which to associate theirself) we are also mischeiveous and will atempt to break our own rules just merely to proclame that we can do so. Anarchy is a possibility, but is just as fragile as the lack of anarchy. We long for stucture, seemingly for the sole purpose of violently casting it down when we feel the need to be entertained.

Strange that you see society as anything more than a radient, yet fragile gem teetering on the edge of the precipice known as anarchy. We as humans have such a distaste for civilization that even though we idolize our greatest achievment, we traipse as close to barbarism as our faint hearts and weak wills allow us to venture; however, I take note of and find myself somewhat in agreeance with the philosophy behind your words. Please forgive me, excahnging thoughts with you has been a rare and enjoyable moment of mental stimulation that I find more and more seldomly in the world and treasure more and more deeply because of it, but I must beg take my leave, a delinquent younger sibling requires my complete atention lest she get into even more mischeif than is her norm. Once again, it was a pleasure to meet you and I hope that we may yet find each other again in this digital ether.

Perhaps, but on the ruins of falen Babylon shall arise the new Eden, every failure leads to greater victory that is all the more miraculous because of it.

Alas, any attempt at offering my humble gift of the written word unto the rest of the cosmos is hindered by my antiquated hardware. Pentium 2 should be restricted to the history books as a matter of simple human decency.

It is entirely unnecessary for any apology on the part of yourself, if anything my paultry attempt at praise of your masterful artisty was uncouth nearly to the point of vulgarity. Quite the contrary, the simplicity of a passionate affair is, at times, part of its alure. Your commendation surpasses any praise that one such as myself could imagine in the greatest flight of fancy.

Hello, I just finished reading your fanfic and profile. You have a loyal follower in this wanderer even after the brief moment that I have come to know your mastery of the visual and literary arts. Knight? no, that is far too ignobe a term to associate one such as yourself with, you appear to be an artist so adept that you have broken through many mediums, both the eye, the mind, and the warrior's spirit. It is an honor to meet another swordsman.

No, that's alright.

I am 13 years old^^

Correct. Thank you.

P.S. Meowchi is one of my request buddies. ^__^

Could you do me a request?
Can you draw me? I have brown hiar down to the middle of my back and brown eyes and I don't care what I wear. Reply on my profile if you accept.

Oh i forgot to say same style as racheal please *huggles* ^-^

Lol Ok one more request Sorry but I love your style could you draw my dbz rp char:
Goten( Gokus son)- dark blue hair black eyes
Kiara(trunks daughter)- purple hair and blue eyes
and there 2 twins Panny and Yoten
Panny looks excatly like Kiara Yoten excatly like Yoten please reply in my profile if yes! ^-^

Can i have it done like Racheal if you dont mind..^-^

if you accept reply on my profile ^-^ and if you want to turn it into an art trade tell me what you want on your profile

Well if you could draw this ID love you forever! lol Could you please Draw a knight (chris) long long brown hair and blue eyes and a princess (meh lol) orangry brown hair and a baby girl(amber) hiding behide me cuz she is shy
Amber has blue eyes and orangry brown hair