RabidSamurai

I'm glad you care, it makes me feel human. I'm just afraid of myself... I'm afraid that one of these days I'll just snap and end up in a world of trouble

I know...

Lol exactly, no one would talk to me and I wouldn't have to talk to anyone :D

I wish I was a mute. Life would be so much easier XP

To quote Neku, "I don't get people, never have, never will." But I do appreciate the fact that you care *hugs*

I tried. I tried being a happy, friendly, caring person to everyone but the world just shot me down. I'm an outsider to them. I'm just the "weird girl who draws weird stuff and never talks"

True I do have you and Ria but you guys live miles away... I'm slowly going insane without having people to interact with. I think if I were to disapear today a total of 4 people would care... you, Ria, Zac, and Miki.

Everything bothers me... My mom. School. Losing of friends. Lonliness. Aaron. Life in general... I just dunno what to do with myself

I know... its just so hard to ignore my sadness when I spend at least an hour of every day in tears. I try to remember the happy times but sometimes it just doesn't work

I've been suffering clinical depression for about a year now and no one can tell cause I'm good at faking happiness. And I know cause he sits by me in English class