shiny_angel

..i am doing just fine my friend....How abut you,Angel...how are you doing....
^_

I think that this can happen,with your friends as you said...
yeah..
why not?
Lise will need your support and your
effort to become stronger and believe
to her self again.she is week now and she
will have to deal with her feelings
the good one and the bad one,to get over Stian.
I f you will try to come close to her
now,she will probably tell yiu that
"I am ok,and thanx for you help but i don't need it.."
That would be a terrible mistake...
If you let your self lose the control
you might have very difficult situations
to confront.
Just stay with her...that's my only
advice,whatever she says..be with her.
I also have strange situation to confront
with.And this situation are between me
and two of my best friends Helen and Chillo.
They are changing both,I dunno what to do...
be with them or let them do what they want..
it is strange...
i tried hard to be by their side but they threw me away...
It's like i am banned from our trio-compagny...
like they banned me...
it is strange..
I discussed about this with one other
best friend of mine Ioanna,and she told
me that i worth more than this and that
they have to "thank god" that i was
trying that hard for their own good
when i also got many problems...
the truth is that always...even if i
was ni a bad mood or full with any kind
of problems i always had time for my
friends.i was by their side...and i was
pushing aside my own problems just
to deal their problems...
I don't know the word for this..but
some ppl i helped they didn't
appreciate my
help...
it is just sooo unfair Lena...
when you don't have anything and you
are ok with this...
and some ppl having everything ak for more...
Anywayz...
that's enough...
huh...
I DON'T HAVE LESSON TODAY!!!!
so..that means that i have my time to draw and surf in internet...!!!hehehehe!!!!byeeeezzzzz!!!!
text me back!!!!<3<3<33

my message seems like a poem!!!XD

I dunno, I like Twilight Princess(for the wii) and Phantom Hourglass a wee bit better...still an awsome game though!

Omg...that was so terrible...he is really bad bad guy this Stian...I hope Lise will feel better soon and come over this jerk!!!!I hope guys like him have bad luck in their rest erotic life....!!!!!
Try to be by her side cuz now she needs as much support as never before...to forget...
and you know it's hard to forget the one you love...dispite that he hurt you that badly...as Stian Lise.
All day yesterday I gad suchhh a bad mood...
thinking of what happened with Andrew.
I was thinking of it all time and agaian and again....
in a point that I was sure that I like him.
but no..
it wasn't that kind o thinking...i mean,loving one...
I was just don't want things like this happening to me...
i don't feel well when other boyz are coming closer to me because they like when i already have Spyros who i adore.
sooo...
i asked spuros to get in msn and discuss about this subject a little..
she told me that there is no reason for me toworry about it..
that i love him and i just was under a shock...and that's why i was thinking about him...and i agreed.
she told me that he loves me and that it is normal for him and me like_just like_friendly_other guys or girls...
what i feel for him and him for me is love..and it is much stronger feeling than "like".
at this time a remember a momment before i left ioannina...
we were in my car..and kissing eachother for hourssss....
i felt that i was in paradise...
that i know what exactly likes...
what he wants to do together...
i felt like being his one...
that we are one...
we didn't have sex or something..
but the momment was truly..UNIQUE!!!
I remember this momment and thought that..."how was that stupid believing that i might like other person instead of Spuros?"
2day,when we had our lesson with an awesome new professor,the professor said something that made me feel cold sheet in my back...not in the bad way bad in a good one.
we were talking about art and he combined and compared art with love.
he said that
"we can all like many ppl of the opposite or the same sex with us.but the one who will really like is the one with whose body we could perfectely synchronisize...
the ones body we could read...without hearing hyis voice...
just watching him...
he eyes...
will say every little detail we wonna know...]the thing that combines our body with our lovers body is not the action(sex) but something more than this...
a precious word...a unique feeling...something we call "love"...."

I was keep starring my professor in his eyes...
he made me feel so strange..like i was knowing what he was talking about...that i have felt the same for spyros...the ones body i can "read" the best.I turned behind me...looked Andrew...
"i can't read his body....
cuz i don't know him...
he is nothing more than a stranger in my life.."

the professor continued:"that's the one and the strongest reason you have to confront your feelings...
make your self think this little thing...
so every time you say i like him the same time you have to say "can i read him?"...if not...
then you have nothing in common...
nothing that combines you...
I say this cuz some ppl think..."Oh,well he likes me ...i like him..and it's ok..."
that's wrong...
you have to go one,and have your own deal with love...
you need guts when you are about to love somebody"


i smiled when he finished his sentece and the professor starred at me...and he said "i bet you know what i am talking about, right girl?you know this feeling..."
i just blushed and said "yes sir...".


never in my 18 years...i have never heard something that make me feel something sooooo deep in my heart...


when we had a break...i was with my friends and i was searching with my eyes a friend of mine in the class...
my eyes met andrew's...he smiled at me and also i did...
"how are you today?"he asked
"fine...!!!"i answered and keep searching for my friend.

when we finished the lesson we went to the class next to ours to see some paintings from other guys...and there was a dog it passed threw me and i followed it to pet it.
he stoped infront of Andrew...he was pesting at me or something....
i stroke doggies head...and Andrew was starring at me...
"you do like dogs,huh?"he asked
"yeah..."i said
i stood up...look at him...and then went to my friends again.

I don't know if he likes me or something...
I just know that i like him just for a classmate,not even a friend...he is a good guy but very strange as well!!
what do you think?

++++what happened between you and Marcus?
did you have a broke up or something...?

hey you sweetheart!!!
the lesson today went out really well..we did a kind of a collaz...(collage).
it was really awesome!!!hehe...I made one with a friend of mine.
for the next time we have to do a doodle thing...that i am working on it right now.
something weird happened today and i will say it to you...
we finished the lesson by 14.15 and i was on the road to train station...
suddenly where my road and the other one met eachother i met with one of my classmates named Andrew.
(he has a relation a long ago with a very stuoid girl from our class.now the broke up..)
I didn't want to go together to the station...but he said:"Hey hey....why don't you talk to me?"
"I am sooo sorry i was doing something on my cellphone..."
somehow we went together to the station...
he said to me "would you mind waiting for me,get a train card and then take together the train?"
"I am sorry buit i am in a rush cuz i want to go to the hospital..."i answered
"to the hospital,why?"he asked
"i catch a cold and i don't feel well."i said.
at the same time a friend of mine ame there too...
i didn't want to be with him on the way home.so me,Ioanna and Andrew took the train to go home.
me and ioanna are get off the same station and Andrew is getting of two station further.
when we stand up from pur sits...andrew said"why are you leaving so early?"and he was starring at me.
"this is the place we have to stop..."i said.
"what are your plans for the afternnon?wonna do something ogether?"
"no i just told you i am in a rush,sorry"i said
(_I forgot to say to you that I told him that i have a boyfriend_)
"ok then cu tommorow then..."he said
"ok!!!bye!!!cu!!"i and ioanna said.

when i analyze to her the whole conversation between me and andrew she told me that he likes me but i think that he is not.maybe all this was a coincidence,nothing more.
I told this to Spyros and he said the same thing..he didn't got angry...nevertheless he said that he is happy cuz he is not the only one that thinks that ia m beautiful...

Ooohh...I forgot to add that Andrew looks like really much to Marcus..
really really much...
you could mistaken him foe Marcus...^-^
hehe...
anyways..
those are my newz form today..
I know have to do my project for the next art-lesson
byeeee!!!<3<3<3

thankies!!!

ur very welcome!!! ur avatar is also very very cute!!! ^-^

ur art is really good i must say!!!

you are stupid....!!!how could you think something like that????
i miss you as well....*hugzzzzzz*
hoiw was your time all this dayz we were not online?
how is marcus?
i just came back from Uni.I went to buy some notebook and stuff for it...I am sooooooo happy!!!!!!tomorrow we have our first drawing lesson at Uni...and I am really excited the way we are gonna draw!!!The teacher will bring a cd with music and we have to express our fellings came from music by drawing something!!!!
isn't it really awesome???
those from me!!!!!!!!
answer me as soon as possible!!!!love ya!!!!