tonkslover

hi!!!!!

Sammy....?? are you ok?? i`m really sorry..... *tight hug* if i hurt your feelings,i`m sorry........ i really am....... /_\

her name or account name

no.....its fine...... just promise to me.....that you won`t let it get you down..alright?

My friend, Alex, he was the outcasted orphan, it happened around the time when we were starting to become close friends. I was all he had, and I stayed there through thick and thin. We were very close, and then one day, he started acting depressed. He had always seemed a bit sad,you could see it in his eyes. But now? He was starting to become very emotional.. he even hit a few people,including me. I left him alone after that, and I regret that so much. When I left him,there wasn`t anyone to tell him that life was alright, to keeo his head up. So one day, I found a message on my phone. "Ash....I love you...Goodbye my love". That`s exactly what it said. I ran as fast as I could, to try to stop him. But when I got to his house, they had the yellow banners around his house, "WARNING:CRIME SCENE" (*he lived with an aunt*). But they thought someone had killed him.....I knew otherwise. They told me they found him, with slits across his wrists, and that he had a picture of me lying nearby,and a phone...

I`m sorry,its not the best story...and its definantly not the brightest.... but whenever I told you about the people hurt by stuff like that, I wasn`t JUST referring to me... I hope that this, in my most sincerest concern, will change your mind about ever doing anything like that again. I`m sorry.....

*sigh*

WAIT!!!!!im helping my friend get a FAC account

yeah,the SWAT team are neat people to look up to..... I still can`t believe,though,that my DAD almost got in as a member..... that`s a really dangerous job, police work isn`t exactly safe...... *frowns* He worries me so much......

You think I`m smart?? *blink* Well,I`m glad you think so... but I feel stupid, there`s a lot of things I wish I didn`t do...

I feel pretty open......as I always have.....and I trust you.. so I`m going to tell you about what happened to Alex... if you want me to.... (*NOTE:It wasn`t exactly wonderful*)

nope,im still drawing

.....Well,don`t worry about it,Sammy.....its not really a good thing that you thought that...... but you have to look up to someone right? And at least you outgrew it.......

I know,random,and I`m sorry,but.....who do you look up to? You`re gonna be suprised,but I look up to you...and my dad....

i`m sorry.....i don`t hate them.....i just hate the guy who did that to the person i knew.....i don`t hate all of them, that`s......kinda harsh of me