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Username Yamikizz Gender Female
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Last Updated Occupation YUGIOH! Yup, That's It...
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THE VOICE OF ADEN

NOTE: Aden is a small part of my mind... Not me. I was never beaten as a child, these are his veiws and his exsperiance, not mine. Although, we do have a lot in common.

WARNING: Aden is physco... I am too... But Aden is REALLY messed up, his words are strong. You have been warned.

I feel for you, you miserable person who dares to oppose me. Who do you think you are? It dosn't really matter who you think you are, let me tell you what I see when I look at you. I see a small, weak, pathetic person with no life at all, despretley trying to insult me, striving for attention that you are obviously not obtaining. I don't know why you bother, for when you think about it, what matters in the end? Wherther by murder, suicide, or simply the slow decay of time, you WILL die, and life as you know it will crumble and fade... Bringing you into a world when you feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing, and everyday is as long as a mortal lifetime. Your friends... Your family... And people you don't even know will move on, but you... You miserbale person... Will suffer in silence. Never being able to see a glimpse of the sunlight you worship, and soon, worms, and nasty things will eat and your decaying flesh. No one will remeber, and no one would care even if they did.

And soon, those people you loved and cherished in life, your wife, your mother, your father, your children, your pets... Will fall into the same glitch in everyone's petty life; Death. But maybe I've been to negative... Maybe I should speak of the good things? Or the purpose of life? I'll go with the second. Your purpose in life was to eat, to sleep, to shoot, to frack, reproduce, then die. That's all you were ment to do in life, perhaps that may be an encorging thought. Life was not to be enjoyed, in that list I see nothing I ever enjoyed...

When you think of your miserable existance that way, everything, you strived so hard for just seems to crumble, dosn't it? It makes you wish you where a worm, dosn't it? A worm wishing that a bird would tear it too peices, that its white, gooey blood and chunks of pink flesh would fall to the brick floor that will soon be your bodt's grave. Torn to peices, just like your feelings, sexual desires, and anything else you held dear or had no choice but to cling too. That's my dream anyway, I hate what I feel, but I can't help feeling it. I hate what I think, but I can't help thinking it. I hate what I see, but I can't help seeing it. I hate what I dream, but I can't help dreaming it. Do you like what you feel, petty mortal? What you think? What you see? What you dream? Do you like it? If so, why?

Why, I ask, do you fight death when it comes for you? Why do you fear it? Why don't embrace the darkness at the door and realize your life isn't so important in the end? Do you think your better then me? Do you think your that special, that loved, that cared for that everyone would weep when you died? No, I don't think so. Just like when Cinderella lost her glass sliper, you lost your life. In the orginal version of that fairy tale, her sliper broke after she put it back on her beautiful little foot... If that sliper represented your life, then after you lost it, it broke, to never be seen agian. And after the peices are sweept away, after the blood of the people who cut themselves with it is washed away, after years, and years, do you think anyone will remeber you? Remeber those fragil peices of glass? I think not. No one cares about you, no but yourself. The only person who will protect you is you, everyone else is in the way. They act like they care, but in the end, if the choice came, a situation of life and death, and they where calling the shots, you'd be dead before you hit the floor.

You might be wondering now... How I know all this? This dark relization was beat into me since I was 3 and half years old. I realized that my life wasn't important, that death is both a gift and a curse, and no one will help you but youself. I wasn't always like this, I begged that someone would come and save me from the pain, the betrayle, the heartbreak... But no one ever did... I've seen more then you will ever see, realized more then you will ever realize... Now know who you are dealing with, maggot, pulsing, throbbing, squirming... Before EVER attempting to wound me agian. I have too many mental scars as it is, my skin is though. Your weak words didn't even brush the surface of my emotions... Why? Because I have no emotions. And with that, I have nothing left to say.

~ Stephanie Blaire Rose Williams


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Amethystshipping (Yami Marik x Blaire)

Destinyshipping (Yami Yugi x Etsuko)

Physcoshipping (Yami Marik x Yami Bakura)

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InuyashasPetAngel on September 3, 2007, 5:08:05 AM

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InuyashasPetAngelHey Blaire! WAZZUP!? *sticks out tongue* lol Waaaaaaaaay out of character just now. >_>

Yamikizz on September 3, 2007, 9:43:46 AM

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YamikizzAWESOME! *glomp attack* Things are fine here, Sweetie? Why ask? Lol, what do you think of Ryou living with us anyway? I love him! He's here to stay! *is waiting for Manga's answer*

InuyashasPetAngel on September 6, 2007, 6:53:48 AM

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InuyashasPetAngelI'm going to change my user icon... though I really love that one. X3

InuyashasPetAngel on September 6, 2007, 6:51:25 AM

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InuyashasPetAngelI love it! XD So cute and weird!

Yamikizz on September 8, 2007, 10:58:11 AM

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YamikizzI know! *laughing too* I can't wait intle the next chapters out! *hugs* I love our story soooo much! It's so much fun to write! (major lol, DUH!) By the way, noticed your new avatar... Interesting...

(Since I'm on a major Yami Bakura phase, I sorta liked your other one better... But this ones alright... *shrugs*)

InuyashasPetAngel on September 10, 2007, 11:03:04 AM

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InuyashasPetAngelMeh, I'm not sure I like this one so much... I think I'm gonna change it again. lol
I know what you mean... XD I'm having a little Kenshin phase. He's HOT! ^0^

Yamikizz on September 11, 2007, 12:15:59 PM

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YamikizzXDDD Much better Manga, by the way, how do you like my new icon? *laughs like a lunatic*

InuyashasPetAngel on September 14, 2007, 9:46:17 AM

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InuyashasPetAngelI'm not surprised. X3

Yamikizz on September 24, 2007, 8:44:45 AM

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YamikizzXDDD You know me, I'm a Leo after all... ^^; Perverted. But come on! It's still cool! XDDD (Or so I think. You know you want to taste Ryou too. XDDD YOU TOLD ME! SO HAH!)

InuyashasPetAngel on September 30, 2007, 10:02:11 AM

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InuyashasPetAngelWhen did I say that!?!?!? O_O I'm a Leo too... sugoi! :P
Meh, i'd still like Yami Bakura better as far as looks. He's HOT! But Ryo's nicer, so. ^_^ I'll call it a truce and keep my Yami Yugi!

Yamikizz on October 6, 2007, 7:36:25 AM

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YamikizzXDDD I LOVE YAMI BAKURA! KING OF ALL THAT IS SEXY! HE IS MY LOVE! *fangirlness pops in* *babbles on about Yami Bakura, showing no signs of stopping*

TheWolfsgirl90 on September 2, 2007, 12:01:13 AM

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TheWolfsgirl90Hi^^are you interested on my contest?All informations are in my profile^^

Yamikizz on September 2, 2007, 7:13:21 AM

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YamikizzOhhh! Or course I am Wolfie! :D Me going right away!

HikariYugiYamiAtemu on August 24, 2007, 7:04:07 PM

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HikariYugiYamiAtemuHi! *waves* how have you been lately ? :D

Yamikizz on August 25, 2007, 9:50:28 AM

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YamikizzHello Hikari! *huggles* Things have been just fine here. My daddy just bought me a new electric gutair. The only thing that's cheering me up, considering school will be starting in one more day... T^T Why can't we just have a braincap that teachs us everything we ever need to know? <.<

KionaKina on August 18, 2007, 11:08:26 AM

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KionaKinaIt's adorable!!! ^^

Yamikizz on August 18, 2007, 11:30:47 AM

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Yamikizzheh heh... Thankies. ^-^

KionaKina on August 18, 2007, 10:48:46 AM

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KionaKinalol, I see where you're coming from.

Yamikizz on August 18, 2007, 10:56:20 AM

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YamikizzXDD Glad about that then. By the way, what do you think of my avatar? <.<

KionaKina on August 17, 2007, 8:17:31 AM

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KionaKinaYa, I know. and yes, I'm Kay. ^^

Well, sometimes people just likt randomly saying hi. Sometimes I do that to random people

Yamikizz on August 18, 2007, 9:08:11 AM

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YamikizzAhhh... But I find it wastes space on my profile. XD maybe it's just me, but I like having a subject other to talk about other then 'hi' (Is playing getting away with murder. XD)

KionaKina on August 17, 2007, 5:40:39 AM

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KionaKinaI saw your comments on her pics so I thought I'd say hi. ^^

Yamikizz on August 17, 2007, 8:16:11 AM

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YamikizzKay, Hi. XDDD Is that it? *cocks head* XDDD For some reason people post comments and all they write is "hi" It is VERY annoying... <.<

KrazyPerson on August 17, 2007, 2:59:34 AM

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KrazyPersonMAHHHAAHHAHA!!! FOR NO REASON WHATSOEVER I CHANGED MY AVVI!! I'M NOT EVEN A NARUTO FAN XDXD!! I JUST LOVE THIS ICON!!! XD

Yamikizz on August 17, 2007, 4:52:12 AM

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YamikizzEww! >.< Krazy, change it to a Ryou one or something. Naruto is bad for your health! >.< (XD)

KrazyPerson on August 17, 2007, 8:49:20 AM

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KrazyPersonDo you like any anime/manga besides Yu-Gi-Oh? O.o

Yamikizz on August 18, 2007, 9:06:35 AM

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YamikizzHELL NO! XDDD It's the ONLY thing I adore in the universe besides Linkin Park. But that's when it comes down to the music world. <.<

KrazyPerson on August 18, 2007, 9:58:41 AM

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KrazyPerson............ :(

Yamikizz on August 18, 2007, 10:55:27 AM

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YamikizzBut anyway, what do you think of my Yami Marik Chibi Icon?! :D

KrazyPerson on August 19, 2007, 2:31:55 AM

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KrazyPersonIt's fine

Yamikizz on August 19, 2007, 1:16:30 PM

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YamikizzDon't show a lack of enthusiasm there... XD

KrazyPerson on August 20, 2007, 8:09:57 AM

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KrazyPersonXD He's not really one of my faves XD

Yamikizz on August 20, 2007, 8:18:08 AM

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YamikizzReally?! :O I think he's good looking, and his attitude's cool. Not to high on my list, but still there. XD I blame Bean. <.< But he's always been my favorite chibi! :D Even before Bean. I mean, as a chibi, he's adorable! ^w^

KionaKina on August 16, 2007, 12:18:42 PM

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KionaKinaHi there. ^^ I see you're a friend of Els

Yamikizz on August 17, 2007, 4:52:41 AM

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YamikizzAnd Hello to you as well. And I indeed am. Why? *smiles cutely*

KrazyPerson on August 15, 2007, 10:44:17 AM

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