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THE VOICE OF ADEN

NOTE: Aden is a small part of my mind... Not me. I was never beaten as a child, these are his veiws and his exsperiance, not mine. Although, we do have a lot in common.

WARNING: Aden is physco... I am too... But Aden is REALLY messed up, his words are strong. You have been warned.

I feel for you, you miserable person who dares to oppose me. Who do you think you are? It dosn't really matter who you think you are, let me tell you what I see when I look at you. I see a small, weak, pathetic person with no life at all, despretley trying to insult me, striving for attention that you are obviously not obtaining. I don't know why you bother, for when you think about it, what matters in the end? Wherther by murder, suicide, or simply the slow decay of time, you WILL die, and life as you know it will crumble and fade... Bringing you into a world when you feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing, and everyday is as long as a mortal lifetime. Your friends... Your family... And people you don't even know will move on, but you... You miserbale person... Will suffer in silence. Never being able to see a glimpse of the sunlight you worship, and soon, worms, and nasty things will eat and your decaying flesh. No one will remeber, and no one would care even if they did.

And soon, those people you loved and cherished in life, your wife, your mother, your father, your children, your pets... Will fall into the same glitch in everyone's petty life; Death. But maybe I've been to negative... Maybe I should speak of the good things? Or the purpose of life? I'll go with the second. Your purpose in life was to eat, to sleep, to shoot, to frack, reproduce, then die. That's all you were ment to do in life, perhaps that may be an encorging thought. Life was not to be enjoyed, in that list I see nothing I ever enjoyed...

When you think of your miserable existance that way, everything, you strived so hard for just seems to crumble, dosn't it? It makes you wish you where a worm, dosn't it? A worm wishing that a bird would tear it too peices, that its white, gooey blood and chunks of pink flesh would fall to the brick floor that will soon be your bodt's grave. Torn to peices, just like your feelings, sexual desires, and anything else you held dear or had no choice but to cling too. That's my dream anyway, I hate what I feel, but I can't help feeling it. I hate what I think, but I can't help thinking it. I hate what I see, but I can't help seeing it. I hate what I dream, but I can't help dreaming it. Do you like what you feel, petty mortal? What you think? What you see? What you dream? Do you like it? If so, why?

Why, I ask, do you fight death when it comes for you? Why do you fear it? Why don't embrace the darkness at the door and realize your life isn't so important in the end? Do you think your better then me? Do you think your that special, that loved, that cared for that everyone would weep when you died? No, I don't think so. Just like when Cinderella lost her glass sliper, you lost your life. In the orginal version of that fairy tale, her sliper broke after she put it back on her beautiful little foot... If that sliper represented your life, then after you lost it, it broke, to never be seen agian. And after the peices are sweept away, after the blood of the people who cut themselves with it is washed away, after years, and years, do you think anyone will remeber you? Remeber those fragil peices of glass? I think not. No one cares about you, no but yourself. The only person who will protect you is you, everyone else is in the way. They act like they care, but in the end, if the choice came, a situation of life and death, and they where calling the shots, you'd be dead before you hit the floor.

You might be wondering now... How I know all this? This dark relization was beat into me since I was 3 and half years old. I realized that my life wasn't important, that death is both a gift and a curse, and no one will help you but youself. I wasn't always like this, I begged that someone would come and save me from the pain, the betrayle, the heartbreak... But no one ever did... I've seen more then you will ever see, realized more then you will ever realize... Now know who you are dealing with, maggot, pulsing, throbbing, squirming... Before EVER attempting to wound me agian. I have too many mental scars as it is, my skin is though. Your weak words didn't even brush the surface of my emotions... Why? Because I have no emotions. And with that, I have nothing left to say.

~ Stephanie Blaire Rose Williams


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Amethystshipping (Yami Marik x Blaire)

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VictoriaZepeda on February 14, 2010, 6:29:32 AM

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VictoriaZepedaHiya!!!

yami01 on October 25, 2008, 11:43:36 AM

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yami01Hi! U like Yu-Gi-Oh?
I LOVE Yu-Gi-Oh! *especially Yami Yugi*
U wanna be in my Yu-Gi-Oh contest? Check out my blog if u r interested.

katieXatem on October 22, 2008, 7:43:05 PM

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katieXatemhi! i luv ur profile!

InuyashasPetAngel on March 29, 2008, 10:01:16 AM

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InuyashasPetAngelHey, Blaire? Do you have a pairing name for you and anyone... I don't think Atemu or you would appreciate Bunbunshipping... O_O Dunno where that came from, sorry. I wanna put a couples list on my homepage, tooooooo.

Oh, can you add to your couples list Yami Yugi and me? I call it Diamondshipping, cuz diamonds are forever! ^_^

Lary on January 10, 2008, 1:33:06 AM

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Laryhey You! =D

Yamikizz on January 27, 2008, 6:33:06 AM

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YamikizzBLAIRE BABY!!! *hugs* God I've missed you! *huggles more* How have you been? I thought I would have to talk to you on Deviant forever! ^0^ Damn, I hate that place. <.< I'm so glad your back, my friend...

BlairFan on December 9, 2007, 2:24:58 AM

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BlairFanUmmm, Hello there.

*tries to hold back tears*

Yamikizz on December 9, 2007, 8:30:19 AM

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Yamikizz*hugs Blairfan* You miss her too... T^T Just go to DA account... There's a link on my profile. I'll see you there Sweetie. ^^

CupidStunt on December 8, 2007, 7:26:29 AM

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CupidStuntHey, This is
Gene, Hilary-Blair's BFF.

Go see her on dA.
She misses you.
I know this cause Im at her house! :3

Yamikizz on December 9, 2007, 8:29:38 AM

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YamikizzI miss her too! I'll make sure to go! T^T Tell her I'm sorry...

Nekogal411 on November 27, 2007, 7:43:36 AM

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Nekogal411^^ Hey there!
blair wanted me to tell oyu that she is on dA

here:

http://hi-lary.deviantart.com/

Yamikizz on November 27, 2007, 7:49:19 AM

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YamikizzThank you random person! T^T *huggles*

Nekogal411 on November 27, 2007, 7:56:31 AM

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Nekogal411*hug* No problem ^^

InuyashasPetAngel on November 25, 2007, 6:08:03 AM

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InuyashasPetAngelOh, can you add to your couples list Yami Yugi and me? I call it Diamondshipping, cuz diamonds are forever! ^_^

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