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Username Yamikizz Gender Female
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Last Updated Occupation YUGIOH! Yup, That's It...
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THE VOICE OF ADEN

NOTE: Aden is a small part of my mind... Not me. I was never beaten as a child, these are his veiws and his exsperiance, not mine. Although, we do have a lot in common.

WARNING: Aden is physco... I am too... But Aden is REALLY messed up, his words are strong. You have been warned.

I feel for you, you miserable person who dares to oppose me. Who do you think you are? It dosn't really matter who you think you are, let me tell you what I see when I look at you. I see a small, weak, pathetic person with no life at all, despretley trying to insult me, striving for attention that you are obviously not obtaining. I don't know why you bother, for when you think about it, what matters in the end? Wherther by murder, suicide, or simply the slow decay of time, you WILL die, and life as you know it will crumble and fade... Bringing you into a world when you feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing, and everyday is as long as a mortal lifetime. Your friends... Your family... And people you don't even know will move on, but you... You miserbale person... Will suffer in silence. Never being able to see a glimpse of the sunlight you worship, and soon, worms, and nasty things will eat and your decaying flesh. No one will remeber, and no one would care even if they did.

And soon, those people you loved and cherished in life, your wife, your mother, your father, your children, your pets... Will fall into the same glitch in everyone's petty life; Death. But maybe I've been to negative... Maybe I should speak of the good things? Or the purpose of life? I'll go with the second. Your purpose in life was to eat, to sleep, to shoot, to frack, reproduce, then die. That's all you were ment to do in life, perhaps that may be an encorging thought. Life was not to be enjoyed, in that list I see nothing I ever enjoyed...

When you think of your miserable existance that way, everything, you strived so hard for just seems to crumble, dosn't it? It makes you wish you where a worm, dosn't it? A worm wishing that a bird would tear it too peices, that its white, gooey blood and chunks of pink flesh would fall to the brick floor that will soon be your bodt's grave. Torn to peices, just like your feelings, sexual desires, and anything else you held dear or had no choice but to cling too. That's my dream anyway, I hate what I feel, but I can't help feeling it. I hate what I think, but I can't help thinking it. I hate what I see, but I can't help seeing it. I hate what I dream, but I can't help dreaming it. Do you like what you feel, petty mortal? What you think? What you see? What you dream? Do you like it? If so, why?

Why, I ask, do you fight death when it comes for you? Why do you fear it? Why don't embrace the darkness at the door and realize your life isn't so important in the end? Do you think your better then me? Do you think your that special, that loved, that cared for that everyone would weep when you died? No, I don't think so. Just like when Cinderella lost her glass sliper, you lost your life. In the orginal version of that fairy tale, her sliper broke after she put it back on her beautiful little foot... If that sliper represented your life, then after you lost it, it broke, to never be seen agian. And after the peices are sweept away, after the blood of the people who cut themselves with it is washed away, after years, and years, do you think anyone will remeber you? Remeber those fragil peices of glass? I think not. No one cares about you, no but yourself. The only person who will protect you is you, everyone else is in the way. They act like they care, but in the end, if the choice came, a situation of life and death, and they where calling the shots, you'd be dead before you hit the floor.

You might be wondering now... How I know all this? This dark relization was beat into me since I was 3 and half years old. I realized that my life wasn't important, that death is both a gift and a curse, and no one will help you but youself. I wasn't always like this, I begged that someone would come and save me from the pain, the betrayle, the heartbreak... But no one ever did... I've seen more then you will ever see, realized more then you will ever realize... Now know who you are dealing with, maggot, pulsing, throbbing, squirming... Before EVER attempting to wound me agian. I have too many mental scars as it is, my skin is though. Your weak words didn't even brush the surface of my emotions... Why? Because I have no emotions. And with that, I have nothing left to say.

~ Stephanie Blaire Rose Williams


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Alice9912 on June 15, 2007, 3:20:38 AM

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Alice9912*shivers* pink i saw a pink car the other day i screamed and ran away oO i dont like pink too much ¬_¬

Yamikizz on June 15, 2007, 3:22:30 AM

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YamikizzEWW! The horrible word of pink! *exsplodes* And pink cars are the WORST!!! *o*

Alice9912 on June 15, 2007, 3:11:19 AM

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Alice9912ummmm......... i dunno

Yamikizz on June 15, 2007, 3:18:35 AM

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YamikizzOf course not! XD I go by pure instincet sweetheart, and it tells me to keep away from people who wear to much makeup and PINK!!! *essplodes*

Alice9912 on June 15, 2007, 3:08:25 AM

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Alice9912theres nothing wrong with being emo.. im half emo half goth... yea im a little wierd lol ^^

Yamikizz on June 15, 2007, 3:09:57 AM

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YamikizzXDDD Do you think that if I thought there was something wrong with it, I would be emo? ^_~

Alice9912 on June 15, 2007, 3:02:45 AM

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Alice9912weeee. hi love ur picture of yami upset... i dont know why but is soooooooooo ausome ^___^...
wow im being so freakish today Oo...

Yamikizz on June 15, 2007, 3:07:14 AM

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Yamikizz0.o Wow...I love that piccy too, but... (I'm emo, I love depression...^-^) XDDD Thank's!

KairiDono on June 15, 2007, 1:00:00 AM

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KairiDonoyesh it does actually!

Yamikizz on June 15, 2007, 2:52:15 AM

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YamikizzXD

KairiDono on June 14, 2007, 7:51:42 AM

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KairiDonoHAHAHA "Buffy whats his face" XDDD HIS NAME'S JIN XDDD ROFL ...wow...XD

Don't worry, take your time, girl ^^ ROFL

Yamikizz on June 14, 2007, 10:25:52 PM

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YamikizzXD Okay...But I think my profile has been taken over by KrazyPerson...ACK! IT LOOKS LIKE I'M COMMENTING MY OWN PROFILE! XDDD

KrazyPerson on June 14, 2007, 7:40:15 AM

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KrazyPersonCLONES!!! CLONES EVERYWHERE!!!

Yamikizz on June 14, 2007, 10:37:15 PM

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YamikizzXDDD OMG! THIS LOOKS SO STUPID! XDDD

KrazyPerson on June 15, 2007, 2:22:01 AM

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KrazyPersonYou told me to do it... -.-

Yamikizz on June 15, 2007, 2:52:00 AM

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YamikizzNo, I said it would be fun if you had a Yami avatar, I never said anything about MY avatar being the Yami one! XD

KrazyPerson on June 14, 2007, 7:38:50 AM

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KrazyPersonFine. Here.

KrazyPerson on June 14, 2007, 7:07:25 AM

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KrazyPersonNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO@@@@@@@@@############@@@@@@@@@@!Q@#!! (ah there finnally I found the exslmation key)
 
BARKURA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yamikizz on June 14, 2007, 10:37:48 PM

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YamikizzWhat's so special about him? -_-'

KrazyPerson on June 15, 2007, 2:21:26 AM

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KrazyPersonHe's FLUFFY!!!!

Yamikizz on June 15, 2007, 2:53:04 AM

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Yamikizz0.o What's...um...fluffy...? <- Very disturbed...

KrazyPerson on June 15, 2007, 2:58:49 AM

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KrazyPersonHere's the dictionary definition of "fluffy":
 
1. Soft and light like fluff; feathery.
 
2. Covered with fluff.

Yamikizz on June 15, 2007, 3:02:15 AM

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YamikizzI ment umm...What PART of him is fluffy...? o.o

KrazyPerson on June 15, 2007, 3:13:03 AM

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KrazyPersonHis hair, of course! You where thinking of something perverted weren't you! o.O

KrazyPerson on June 14, 2007, 7:02:50 AM

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KrazyPersonIs this on better?

Yamikizz on June 14, 2007, 7:05:00 AM

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Yamikizz0.o This new avatar is interesting...But you need a Yami avatar! :DDD Then my profile would be completly taken over by Yami clones! >:p

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