Yamikizz
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| Username | Yamikizz | Gender | Female |
| Date Joined | Location | North Richland Hills | |
| Last Updated | Occupation | YUGIOH! Yup, That's It... | |
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THE VOICE OF ADEN
NOTE: Aden is a small part of my mind... Not me. I was never beaten as a child, these are his veiws and his exsperiance, not mine. Although, we do have a lot in common.
WARNING: Aden is physco... I am too... But Aden is REALLY messed up, his words are strong. You have been warned.
I feel for you, you miserable person who dares to oppose me. Who do you think you are? It dosn't really matter who you think you are, let me tell you what I see when I look at you. I see a small, weak, pathetic person with no life at all, despretley trying to insult me, striving for attention that you are obviously not obtaining. I don't know why you bother, for when you think about it, what matters in the end? Wherther by murder, suicide, or simply the slow decay of time, you WILL die, and life as you know it will crumble and fade... Bringing you into a world when you feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing, and everyday is as long as a mortal lifetime. Your friends... Your family... And people you don't even know will move on, but you... You miserbale person... Will suffer in silence. Never being able to see a glimpse of the sunlight you worship, and soon, worms, and nasty things will eat and your decaying flesh. No one will remeber, and no one would care even if they did.
And soon, those people you loved and cherished in life, your wife, your mother, your father, your children, your pets... Will fall into the same glitch in everyone's petty life; Death. But maybe I've been to negative... Maybe I should speak of the good things? Or the purpose of life? I'll go with the second. Your purpose in life was to eat, to sleep, to shoot, to frack, reproduce, then die. That's all you were ment to do in life, perhaps that may be an encorging thought. Life was not to be enjoyed, in that list I see nothing I ever enjoyed...
When you think of your miserable existance that way, everything, you strived so hard for just seems to crumble, dosn't it? It makes you wish you where a worm, dosn't it? A worm wishing that a bird would tear it too peices, that its white, gooey blood and chunks of pink flesh would fall to the brick floor that will soon be your bodt's grave. Torn to peices, just like your feelings, sexual desires, and anything else you held dear or had no choice but to cling too. That's my dream anyway, I hate what I feel, but I can't help feeling it. I hate what I think, but I can't help thinking it. I hate what I see, but I can't help seeing it. I hate what I dream, but I can't help dreaming it. Do you like what you feel, petty mortal? What you think? What you see? What you dream? Do you like it? If so, why?
Why, I ask, do you fight death when it comes for you? Why do you fear it? Why don't embrace the darkness at the door and realize your life isn't so important in the end? Do you think your better then me? Do you think your that special, that loved, that cared for that everyone would weep when you died? No, I don't think so. Just like when Cinderella lost her glass sliper, you lost your life. In the orginal version of that fairy tale, her sliper broke after she put it back on her beautiful little foot... If that sliper represented your life, then after you lost it, it broke, to never be seen agian. And after the peices are sweept away, after the blood of the people who cut themselves with it is washed away, after years, and years, do you think anyone will remeber you? Remeber those fragil peices of glass? I think not. No one cares about you, no but yourself. The only person who will protect you is you, everyone else is in the way. They act like they care, but in the end, if the choice came, a situation of life and death, and they where calling the shots, you'd be dead before you hit the floor.
You might be wondering now... How I know all this? This dark relization was beat into me since I was 3 and half years old. I realized that my life wasn't important, that death is both a gift and a curse, and no one will help you but youself. I wasn't always like this, I begged that someone would come and save me from the pain, the betrayle, the heartbreak... But no one ever did... I've seen more then you will ever see, realized more then you will ever realize... Now know who you are dealing with, maggot, pulsing, throbbing, squirming... Before EVER attempting to wound me agian. I have too many mental scars as it is, my skin is though. Your weak words didn't even brush the surface of my emotions... Why? Because I have no emotions. And with that, I have nothing left to say.
~ Stephanie Blaire Rose Williams
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Couples...? Me...? Maybe... *smirks*
Amethystshipping (Yami Marik x Blaire)
Destinyshipping (Yami Yugi x Etsuko)
Physcoshipping (Yami Marik x Yami Bakura)
NOTE: Aden is a small part of my mind... Not me. I was never beaten as a child, these are his veiws and his exsperiance, not mine. Although, we do have a lot in common.
WARNING: Aden is physco... I am too... But Aden is REALLY messed up, his words are strong. You have been warned.
I feel for you, you miserable person who dares to oppose me. Who do you think you are? It dosn't really matter who you think you are, let me tell you what I see when I look at you. I see a small, weak, pathetic person with no life at all, despretley trying to insult me, striving for attention that you are obviously not obtaining. I don't know why you bother, for when you think about it, what matters in the end? Wherther by murder, suicide, or simply the slow decay of time, you WILL die, and life as you know it will crumble and fade... Bringing you into a world when you feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing, and everyday is as long as a mortal lifetime. Your friends... Your family... And people you don't even know will move on, but you... You miserbale person... Will suffer in silence. Never being able to see a glimpse of the sunlight you worship, and soon, worms, and nasty things will eat and your decaying flesh. No one will remeber, and no one would care even if they did.
And soon, those people you loved and cherished in life, your wife, your mother, your father, your children, your pets... Will fall into the same glitch in everyone's petty life; Death. But maybe I've been to negative... Maybe I should speak of the good things? Or the purpose of life? I'll go with the second. Your purpose in life was to eat, to sleep, to shoot, to frack, reproduce, then die. That's all you were ment to do in life, perhaps that may be an encorging thought. Life was not to be enjoyed, in that list I see nothing I ever enjoyed...
When you think of your miserable existance that way, everything, you strived so hard for just seems to crumble, dosn't it? It makes you wish you where a worm, dosn't it? A worm wishing that a bird would tear it too peices, that its white, gooey blood and chunks of pink flesh would fall to the brick floor that will soon be your bodt's grave. Torn to peices, just like your feelings, sexual desires, and anything else you held dear or had no choice but to cling too. That's my dream anyway, I hate what I feel, but I can't help feeling it. I hate what I think, but I can't help thinking it. I hate what I see, but I can't help seeing it. I hate what I dream, but I can't help dreaming it. Do you like what you feel, petty mortal? What you think? What you see? What you dream? Do you like it? If so, why?
Why, I ask, do you fight death when it comes for you? Why do you fear it? Why don't embrace the darkness at the door and realize your life isn't so important in the end? Do you think your better then me? Do you think your that special, that loved, that cared for that everyone would weep when you died? No, I don't think so. Just like when Cinderella lost her glass sliper, you lost your life. In the orginal version of that fairy tale, her sliper broke after she put it back on her beautiful little foot... If that sliper represented your life, then after you lost it, it broke, to never be seen agian. And after the peices are sweept away, after the blood of the people who cut themselves with it is washed away, after years, and years, do you think anyone will remeber you? Remeber those fragil peices of glass? I think not. No one cares about you, no but yourself. The only person who will protect you is you, everyone else is in the way. They act like they care, but in the end, if the choice came, a situation of life and death, and they where calling the shots, you'd be dead before you hit the floor.
You might be wondering now... How I know all this? This dark relization was beat into me since I was 3 and half years old. I realized that my life wasn't important, that death is both a gift and a curse, and no one will help you but youself. I wasn't always like this, I begged that someone would come and save me from the pain, the betrayle, the heartbreak... But no one ever did... I've seen more then you will ever see, realized more then you will ever realize... Now know who you are dealing with, maggot, pulsing, throbbing, squirming... Before EVER attempting to wound me agian. I have too many mental scars as it is, my skin is though. Your weak words didn't even brush the surface of my emotions... Why? Because I have no emotions. And with that, I have nothing left to say.
~ Stephanie Blaire Rose Williams
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Couples...? Me...? Maybe... *smirks*
Amethystshipping (Yami Marik x Blaire)
Destinyshipping (Yami Yugi x Etsuko)
Physcoshipping (Yami Marik x Yami Bakura)
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KrazyPerson on June 14, 2007, 6:45:30 AM
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MustKrazyPerson on June 13, 2007, 5:37:55 AM
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Wheee! Random question! What's your favorite color? ^_^Yamikizz on June 13, 2007, 11:59:37 AM
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grey...It's the color of rain,dark clouds, sadness, depresion, night... *urls up into little ball* just thinking of that color makes me feel sad. It brings bad memories, but I worship that color...KrazyPerson on June 14, 2007, 1:26:21 AM
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Ook... o.O. You're the first person, ever, that I've heard likes that color.It's not a bad color, your just the first. At least it's not pink *shudders*
Yamikizz on June 14, 2007, 3:44:09 AM
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OMG! DO NOT MENTION THE HELLISH WORD ON MY PROFILE! *exsplodes* XDDD Sorry, but I like grey, black, and purple ONLY! X3KrazyPerson on June 14, 2007, 6:20:32 AM
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*Hides in corner* But, my fave color is blue...Yamikizz on June 14, 2007, 6:29:39 AM
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soo...? XD Do you think I'm going to kill you or something becuase your favorite color is blue? -_-' Not even I'M that violant...KrazyPerson on June 14, 2007, 6:32:23 AM
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Now, where did I put that bomb-shelter?Yamikizz on June 14, 2007, 6:40:20 AM
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-_-' *no comment*KrazyPerson on June 12, 2007, 1:29:21 AM
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I have your pic sketched. Mhhaaaa haa haaa! I could uploaded it right now, before I line and color it! *evil grin*Yamikizz on June 12, 2007, 7:55:40 AM
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You have it?! :DDD Yayness! X3KrazyPerson on June 12, 2007, 7:57:18 AM
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OK I'm too nice... I've started lining it on the computer...Yamikizz on June 12, 2007, 7:58:54 AM
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:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD YAY! *huggles* Thank you!KrazyPerson on June 12, 2007, 8:00:33 AM
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I feel evil at the moment. You obviously don't.Yamikizz on June 12, 2007, 8:04:46 AM
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Why would you feel evil? X3 What could be so bad about your drawing?HikariYugiYamiAtemu on June 8, 2007, 6:33:12 PM
I'm sure you can..have fate in you! XD you can't give up that easily..right ? *pats shoulder* trust me...you have to believe in the HEARTS OF THE ART! XD lol..I can't do that either...so, I'm worse than you! :PYamikizz on June 8, 2007, 9:05:00 PM
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*sigh* I guess...But I'm guessing it'll be finished in about a month, I'm so annoyed! This is the first thing that I havn't been able to draw! And it's toatlly P.O.ing me! >:(KairiDono on June 8, 2007, 1:28:37 AM
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Yamikizz on June 8, 2007, 1:41:52 AM
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OMG! Thankies! Don't worry, I'm working on yours. If I'm really lucky I can post yours and Krazypersons by next wensday. Sorry it's taking so long! But that Tekken is hard! >.<KairiDono on June 8, 2007, 1:43:27 AM
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Just take your time on the pic ^^Yamikizz on June 8, 2007, 1:45:23 AM
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Oh! *relife* I thought there was a time limit or something...But I'll try to get it out by next wensday anyway...I said I would. XDKairiDono on June 9, 2007, 10:48:51 AM
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LOL if there WAS a time limit, it would be in a contest XDDYamikizz on June 13, 2007, 11:55:36 AM
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Yeah... O////O <- me embaressed. I might enter a contest someday. Hopefully one of Els and Yami. Do you think she'll do a contest any time soon? I hope so! :DKairiDono on June 14, 2007, 4:41:03 AM
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She HAD one months ago XDDD Done with the pic yet? Just asking ^^Yamikizz on June 14, 2007, 6:31:53 AM
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No...I keep messing up on buffy what's his face! T-T Sorry, but untop of relaxing time, mourning for my lover time, and singing my little lullaby time curled up in a ball in the darkness I don't have the time required! But I swear I'm working on it!HikariYugiYamiAtemu on June 7, 2007, 3:35:29 PM
lol..XD but your artwork proves that you can ! :PYamikizz on June 8, 2007, 1:29:57 AM
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But I can't! T-T I'm an alright artist, but that Tekken dude is hard! I've tryed drawing him countless times! (I even tryed drawing KairaiDono, still couldn't do it...) I'm loseing my artisticness! I can't draw anymore! TTT-TTTKrazyPerson on June 6, 2007, 7:15:21 AM
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Wanna do an art trade? Hmmm *things* how 'bout I draw you Yami Yugi (I'll color it to. I always do ^.^), and you draw me Ryo Bakura (the good one.) Wadda ya say?Yamikizz on June 7, 2007, 5:37:31 AM
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Can it be me and Yami Yugi? Pwease? But alright, I'll except. X3 I'm good at drawing Ryo. So, do you not care if it dosnt look like you, or do you want it to look like you? (If you want #2 You'll have to tell me how you look cause I have no friggin idea. XD)KrazyPerson on June 8, 2007, 2:06:57 AM
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I guess I could put you in the one I draw and you put me in yours. ^.^But, wanna ya look like?
Here's a pic I drew of myself (though it's kinda old and my coloring style has changed sense then >.<) : http://www.fanart-central.net/pic-577517.html
Yamikizz on June 9, 2007, 10:16:33 AM
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Don'y worry! The piccy I'm drawing of you and Bakura your going on a date in France! I'll try to have it out by today! XD I just need to find that damn sketchpad!KrazyPerson on June 9, 2007, 11:29:55 AM
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Um, you didn't answer my question ^^;Yamikizz on June 13, 2007, 11:52:54 AM
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OH! Sorry, Well I have Black hair down to my shoulders, Marik's skin color, and in anime form Mai's style of eyes and my eyes are boring and brown. -____-' AND NO! I AM HALF ARAB, NOT HISPANIC!!!
