Fire_lotus_flower
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| Username | Fire_lotus_flower | Gender | Female |
| Date Joined | Location | digging in the dark corners of my mind | |
| Last Updated | Occupation | Over-achieving daydreamer. | |
| Last visit | # Pictures | 5 | |
| # Comments Given | 199 |
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Hello everyone. I am sorry for neglecting this so much. I do have a poem for you guys. I wrote it yesterday.
I'm tired of being trampled on
then picked up and ignored.
I'm sick of being falsely told
Just how wonderful I am.
I'm sick of the lies-
I'm past "fed up".
It was more than enough before
But what you did
was way too much.
I'm tired of the empty promises
that people try to feed me.
I'm tired of falling for them
even more than I am tired of hearing them.
I'm tired of people and their sickening amusement
their abhorable fascination at the suffering of others.
I don't want you to tell me things,
just because you think I'll smile when I hear them.
Because all that sugary sweetness is poisoning my self-esteem,
riddling it with decaying rot
down to the very core.
I hate being able to only find
those people- so charismatic- gifted with a golden tongue
who leave me doe-eyed, drooling; begging for more.
Just speak to me with pretty words,
Let them sink in, poisoning my thoughts
Enabling me to think of only you.
Give tainted evidence, purge me of all doubt.
I'm a lost puppy: naive, and ever loyal.
But break the trust and you'll see a fatal mistake:
I hold a grudge for a very long time.
I'm tired of being trampled on
then picked up and ignored.
I'm sick of being falsely told
Just how wonderful I am.
I'm sick of the lies-
I'm past "fed up".
It was more than enough before
But what you did
was way too much.
I'm tired of the empty promises
that people try to feed me.
I'm tired of falling for them
even more than I am tired of hearing them.
I'm tired of people and their sickening amusement
their abhorable fascination at the suffering of others.
I don't want you to tell me things,
just because you think I'll smile when I hear them.
Because all that sugary sweetness is poisoning my self-esteem,
riddling it with decaying rot
down to the very core.
I hate being able to only find
those people- so charismatic- gifted with a golden tongue
who leave me doe-eyed, drooling; begging for more.
Just speak to me with pretty words,
Let them sink in, poisoning my thoughts
Enabling me to think of only you.
Give tainted evidence, purge me of all doubt.
I'm a lost puppy: naive, and ever loyal.
But break the trust and you'll see a fatal mistake:
I hold a grudge for a very long time.
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Archangel4282 on May 22, 2005, 10:22:43 PM
Hello, and thank you for your comment on my paine pic. I knew your screen name sounded familiar when I saw it... Your first pic was the very first thing I saw when I joined FAC! It is actually knd of because of you that I even began posting here. ^_^ Thanks again for the comment! *hugs*Syla-chan on May 22, 2005, 3:00:09 PM
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Hey if you really want to color my Rikku drawing. By all means color to your little heart's content! Just give me credit and let me know when it's up please.Ghost on January 28, 2005, 5:27:48 AM
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Hey, Ghost here, as your for your questions you asked on my D2 pics, The Amazon: Yes, the blue thinigies glow, they're like tatoos on crack, and I use Arcsoft PhotoStudio to color; The Sorc: I've never played Flinal Fantasy, so I wouldn't know. My sorc also uses kick @$$ stuff like swords, but I mainly use the awesomeness which is the 'Spire of Lazurus'Fave Users (15)
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