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Username bishies_lover Gender Other
Date Joined Location Silvergreen Planet
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I love ANIME / MANGA , even bishies!!!!!! god, I can't help but love them all. Bishies / bishonens / bishounens characters are my favorite kind of guy. Long haired vampire bishies are my favorite ,too ^_^ and even goths/gothics bishies that have long hair too!! Can't help but love them all !!! and i even like androgyne characters too,........u guys know what i mean...a guy who can look beautiful / pretty...that's why they're called bishies / bishounens / bishonens.... 0.o' oohhhhhh.... which ever u know. just don't mind me

For those of u that didn't know if i'm a female or a male .... really, i'm a female *laugh evilly* . anyway, i know my gender say other but..hey, sometimes i do act like a tomboy and other time i act all girly girly. 0o' weird? lolz.. yeah, i know. so i don't really know which one to pick.. *sweatdrop* yep, yep, yep...XD

it's a poem... what else? o.0
I'm so alone in this world,with no one to love me as a lover.
I wish I wasn't born to be or feel this way.
My life's comes to an end.
Everything inside me is hurt by the people who know me.
But no one in this world know the real, real me, and how I really feel.
No one knew, they don't even care about the real me.
Even when I have friends.
I act how I should act, but deep down inside, that's not me.
I act differently inside, always hiding away my dark feelings.
I know how I wanted to act, but my reality always force me to act like I'm a good (sweet) girl which everyone think I am.
But really, I'm not good, and I'm not bad neither.
My heart always change its feelings, just basically depending on the people I meet.
I hate my life and my reality, now that's the real me.
But of course, you all (don't) know, I LOVE my fantasy world more, a whole lot more!
I can change it into anything I want to, go anywhere, and be anyone/anything I wanted.

So tell me, please tell me.
Why am I like this?
Am I suppose to be this way?
Should I change?

here is myotaku site.....

here is my deviantART....


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Rei-chan on July 23, 2006, 11:28:24 PM

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Rei-chanHahaha. XD Bishonens huh? That's just irresistable! Who can resist them, anyway? :P Yeah, long-haired bishies are just more charming, na? X3

Lol, thanks again for the compliment. *bows*

Rei-chan on July 22, 2006, 12:00:42 AM

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Rei-chanFirst of all, thank you for the comment on my page and saying that I am one of the best artists. Although I must say that I am far from being one. ^^; But then again, your compliment is very much appreciated and I am honored. ^__^ *bows*

Thanks and it's nice to meet you. ^^

KikyoDepp on July 18, 2006, 9:58:29 AM

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KikyoDeppLol Thanks a bunch for understnading! *smooches* lol. ok then ill try coloring it in w/ somehting else but sometimes things look better b and w but seeing as you described ur hair color and everything to me i decide that i mite as well color it!!!! ^^ :D

KikyoDepp on July 5, 2006, 12:42:25 PM

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well my comp is up but for a while i was grounded from it so i ahvnt been on here in sorry ive not been answering.things have been hectick. theres a problem! when my comp died we lost photoshop, so i have almost nothing now prfessionsal now to colorit and my scanner is broken @.@ my life is going down the drain computer and art if i cant get kodak to digitally paint it would you like me to try to color it with colored pensils or somthing of the sort???? im soooooooooo sorry!!!!

saiyaku on July 1, 2006, 6:46:08 AM

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saiyakuThank you so much for the comment and for putting me to your fav-list. *bows*
Unfortunately I don’t have some art of Count D…I started only a doujinshi (a long time ago) and it’s not any good, sorry.
You can find it here:
[It’s not finished and it’s only in German]

KikyoDepp on April 2, 2006, 7:06:06 AM

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KikyoDeppOMG! I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY ! AGIAN< im so sory! ur prolly wondering what the hell is taking me so long! i havn't been able to go on fanart for like..... 2 months! (for some odd unknown reason) and when i did ive been busy ill work on it! im almost done! im soooooooooooo sorry! I luv u for ur patience! hope u forgive me for taking like..... friggin 5 months on this! Luv ya!

KikyoDepp on March 8, 2006, 5:32:38 AM

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KikyoDeppyes about the pic^^
im stil working on it! sry i havnt wroked on it in a hwile ive been busy BUT im trying to get itlike,,,, perfect, which isnt working! i dont want to disapoint u so it mite take a while but ill try to speed it up kay?
^^ thanks a bunch
~Krista aka kikyodepp

KikyoDepp on February 1, 2006, 3:27:29 AM

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KikyoDeppHey! Sure ill draw u and couont D!!!! hopefully soon! comment me back!!! :)



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