KISHwater

...thank you melinda...im sorry if i ever hurt you i hope you can forgive me someday.
so do you mind filling me in...

melinda..can we speak to each other again..i just want to know if its possible

alright well how are you!

melinda. ive never held you fault for anything havent i always forgiven you? this time is no different. you are forgiven..i was killing myself because i didnt know what i did wrong that you wouldnt even so much as look in my direction anymore.
i hated myself for a long time for hurting you like that.
i really do feel weak and helpless when even my best of friends who i used to luagh and enjoy life with wont eveny speak to me.
i even remebered your b-day. it hurt when i wished you a happy one and you just kinda blew it off.
melinda we dont have to get back together .
but cant we be friends again? if it hurt too much to see me i understand... but just know this i never have held you at fault for anything not even breaking my heart because in truth you didnt. i shattered myself. i was lost and very unsure . so for everything you have done and will ever do you are always forgiven.

im a guy... uh sorry bout that whole thing with me and eric battlein on your page its just he needs to calm down especially after he went offf like that . did he ever mention anything about his "gifts" to you?

the black wind blows
the beast unleashed
the monsters chains are broken
now he sees only agony
the screams of these mortals
they only feed his anger
once he was pure
now he is tainted
so how does the story end
that is not to be told

a flash of light once know to mortal man
the greatest weapon of all
the beast is not truly evil
he only longs for acceptance
so too does his alter long for seclusion
the two cannot agree
for once they unite
the ultimate purity is born
and the world
changed forever

comfort in the words of the healer
does this mean the end
will the beast truly fade into the light
never to be seen again?
can his suffering end so swiftly?
"who am i" he screams in remorse
"why was i put here?" he yells toward the lightbringer

the lightbringer whispers in response
"come for you shall not be destroyed
not in your whole
your body is shattered
your mind is broken
your heart in disrepair
can you truly destroy what you have loved for so long."
the light bringer smiles at these words

the beast stands down
his heart has reached the end
he is at the mercy of the ightbringer and all that his past would do unto him
his body fades and as this occurs
his soul spreads to the skies
his heart stays with the earth
and with the one he loved

a silent pray is sung
for the beast which has finally died here today
he shall trouble you no more
and i shall fade as well
following in his footsteps someday.
so unto you i leave a choice.
will you fade like the beast?
or comfort the wounded soul like the lightbringer?
the choice is yours.

happy b day!

happy b days then!

the new account stoped workin!!! i told eric to just keep the other one he had..so yeah im not leavin how you been ???