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and hey, you know what makes me happy, i want to know now what makes you happy.

it's realy realy gentle!!!!!and you will answer but all it's true!!!right?

yes, i was from the begining till this moment just truth to you. and ill be it ever i think.

and, its more gentle for you to say its all truth!....

but do you know why i am so thankful, the answer is short: for all!
but you are also the answere of the question i ever asked myself be listening the song "early sunsets over moneroeville" by mychemical romance. and this song is one of my absolutely favorite songs. there are ever this questions, i ask me this questions about me you know if i woud die...."but does anyone notice? but does anyone care? but does anything matter? if you already dead?" and ask me this questions, and now i have an answere, you.
and........yeah THANK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am happy to know the things you like

do you know yourself? then you know that one i like at most.

with psp.And i saw the beatiful video of kh!!!

oh you saw it?! i like it. i realy like the song.....but i think the video to it is realy good to. i just like it and so i wanted that you see it.

i like you how you are,never forget.i am so strange and many thing happened to me,i am not like peoples,i can like person who are sad,cuze i was like that.and thanks for be true with me, i dont want you say you are happy if you are not

......you dont exist. thats the only answer i can give me. realy....are you online by your psp or the computer?

i dont want stop like you,and i will dont stop.and it's not i want talk about sad things,i wanted say bad thing or good things i want talk with you.i know you,you will ask me why,right?just cuze i like you

......i thank you so much do you know?
but, im sorry for that you know me, all the other know the silly, strong, happy ever lucky and wild monika, who get everyone happy. but you know me. anyways, i want to be truth to you and i am it. but im sorry for that.

it's not cuze i will be hurt i will stop like you.You are here and i want use this time for talk with you.even if it's sad things i want continue talk with you

if you would stop like me, its good, then you dont care about if i am alive or not. thats exactly what i want, cuze then you also cant go hurt about my dead.
and, why do you want to talk about sad things? thatsnt good....

so, can you understand why i said you shouldnt care about me?
its better for you, and i wont you get hurt, i want that you are lucky.
and even by me it doesnt matter if anyone think about me, or is sad about my death.

i know i will be hurt cuze you will be sad,but i you know i was hurt a lot in my life,i have know a killer,he was realy gentle and a friend of my family and he killed his wife(a member of my family)and after he killed himself...i just tell you that for tell you you can hurt me how you want,i am stronge and i will be there for you

but i wont hurt you, thats the last thing i want.
by me, my dad is an @$$. he did ilegal things, have a 2nd family, leaf us back, without a house, and with lots of owe money. so that we have to move, and so ive lost everything in my life. so our lifes are great hm?